So, here's the deal...
I met this girl Ashley who I thought was pretty cool and amazing. She was so cute and down to earth and just liked to have a good time. Well, from what I thought she was pretty into me and vice versa. Apparently she decided to change her mind and she just wants to be "friends" and that she wants to be with her ex gf, Lauren. Whatever. I'm not too upset about it because it's not like i loved her or any of that shit but still..for once I thought, "Hey, maybe this girl is different". None-the-less, she was the same as every other fucking kid. *shrug* I did nothing to deserve this, either.
It wasn't like I went out searching for anyone either..she came to me! I took a chance on her and she failed at that. This really fucking sucks.
I've been out of work for the past 3 weeks and I've been nothing but broke. I cannot wait to go back on Monday and see everyone and actually make some money. It'll be nice.
Jen is taking me shopping for clothes on Sunday..thank god. I cant wait to get my new Longhorns pants and shorts. Speaking of which, I need to get my Texas hoodie back from Ash. Blah.
But yeah, Jen and I have been talking once again. Things are going pretty well, but we aren't dating and IF we do, it won't be for a longgggg time. We both have some growing up to do and I think we really just needed some time apart before we ripped eachother apart. Lately we've just been hanging out and what not. It's nice. The bad thing about this is my sister would completely flip shit if she knew Jen even had my number. Actually, my entire family would not be happy with me but you know what? I'm starting to go to the point where I'm just about to say fuck you and let me be with who I love. You know what? We all make mistakes and every couple gets in their fights. This cannot be any different than another couple. You learn and get over things. I wish my family would let me be happy with her but I know that won't happen and if it does, it won't be for months..if not years.
I have started back at metro for the winter term. I had a psych test today which definitely sucked balls. Math is still completely boring as hell and he does not explain things well what so ever. Fucker.
Oh yeah..guess who wants to take Hannah out on a date??..any guessers? RYAN! lol This kid has been talking to me for awhile and he's all, I know you're a lesbian and all but you're really cute and blah blah blah. He doesn't hit on me or anything like that..we just talk about random bullshit. He's pretty nice, too. So who knows, if this girl bitch shit continues, I might just take him up on his offer! lol
Anyways..I'm sick, yet again so I think I might take a 3 hour nap before I have to go to class again. =)
It wasn't like I went out searching for anyone either..she came to me! I took a chance on her and she failed at that. This really fucking sucks.
I've been out of work for the past 3 weeks and I've been nothing but broke. I cannot wait to go back on Monday and see everyone and actually make some money. It'll be nice.
Jen is taking me shopping for clothes on Sunday..thank god. I cant wait to get my new Longhorns pants and shorts. Speaking of which, I need to get my Texas hoodie back from Ash. Blah.
But yeah, Jen and I have been talking once again. Things are going pretty well, but we aren't dating and IF we do, it won't be for a longgggg time. We both have some growing up to do and I think we really just needed some time apart before we ripped eachother apart. Lately we've just been hanging out and what not. It's nice. The bad thing about this is my sister would completely flip shit if she knew Jen even had my number. Actually, my entire family would not be happy with me but you know what? I'm starting to go to the point where I'm just about to say fuck you and let me be with who I love. You know what? We all make mistakes and every couple gets in their fights. This cannot be any different than another couple. You learn and get over things. I wish my family would let me be happy with her but I know that won't happen and if it does, it won't be for months..if not years.
I have started back at metro for the winter term. I had a psych test today which definitely sucked balls. Math is still completely boring as hell and he does not explain things well what so ever. Fucker.
Oh yeah..guess who wants to take Hannah out on a date??..any guessers? RYAN! lol This kid has been talking to me for awhile and he's all, I know you're a lesbian and all but you're really cute and blah blah blah. He doesn't hit on me or anything like that..we just talk about random bullshit. He's pretty nice, too. So who knows, if this girl bitch shit continues, I might just take him up on his offer! lol
Anyways..I'm sick, yet again so I think I might take a 3 hour nap before I have to go to class again. =)