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:) Jennay and I are together now. I'm so freaking happy with her, too. She's beautiful and amazing and I love the way I feel when I'm around her. She makes me feel safe and comfortable. I don't really think anyone did that before. I know that if anything goes wrong, I can always go to her for help or advice. I went over to her house during my 3rd block because I had it off and she made me some lunch and had some cd's and a letter waiting for me. The letter itself just made my whole day wonderful. She listed 100 things that I want in someone..basically she was explaining herself in them. It was so sweet. And then on the cd's, there are a bunch of cute songs on there :) I love it! I skipped my math class to hang out with her too. We layed on the trampoline for awhile because it was so nice outside today. Then we took Dakota for a walk and went to the park. These old people were staring at us because we were holding hands. lol it was funny.
Last night, we went to go see Imagine Me and You and it was the freaking cutest gay movie!! i wanna see it again. When we were leaving, this older lesbian couple saw Jennay and I and were all talking and shit and pointing and smiling. hehe..i love when that happens. It makes me feel good.
I have no problem with holding her hand in public either. Normally I'm a little worried about that kind of stuff, but for some reason I don't care what people think when I'm with her. The ONLY place I'd have a little trouble with it would be at my softball games and at work. I have to see those girls on my team more than half the week and if that shit got spread, well..there's goes that little love in my life.
But anyways. You know what feels good? Kissing her and hugging her. I feel SO safe when she holds me..like nothing in the world could hurt me. I really think this could be the start of something wonderful if not long-lasting. Aww..she just called me. She hates her job already and she just started today lol It's so cute.
I should probably go though so I can give her my full attention. =o)
Last night, we went to go see Imagine Me and You and it was the freaking cutest gay movie!! i wanna see it again. When we were leaving, this older lesbian couple saw Jennay and I and were all talking and shit and pointing and smiling. hehe..i love when that happens. It makes me feel good.
I have no problem with holding her hand in public either. Normally I'm a little worried about that kind of stuff, but for some reason I don't care what people think when I'm with her. The ONLY place I'd have a little trouble with it would be at my softball games and at work. I have to see those girls on my team more than half the week and if that shit got spread, well..there's goes that little love in my life.
But anyways. You know what feels good? Kissing her and hugging her. I feel SO safe when she holds me..like nothing in the world could hurt me. I really think this could be the start of something wonderful if not long-lasting. Aww..she just called me. She hates her job already and she just started today lol It's so cute.
I should probably go though so I can give her my full attention. =o)