What a great feeling.
I've come to realization that maybe Shara isn't the one I'm supposed to be with right now...or ever. She's doing to me what she did to Kimmy 2 years ago..almost exactly 2 years ago. I really am too good for this and I don't need to be sitting here crying over it and being a baby. I can find someone close to me, someone who I can share my thoughts and feelings with. I like someone..and I have for quite sometime now but I think that won't go anywhere considering somethings and I'm pretty sure I know how she feels. I won't complain..it just takes time. I feel so much better right now. Granted, Shara wouldn't talk to me about any of this because she wasn't in the mood, I've come to my own decision that I just need to leave her alone for good. This will probably help my stressful situation that I'm currently in.
I will take my time with things from now on..and just wait shit out. I'll let them come to me.
I will take my time with things from now on..and just wait shit out. I'll let them come to me.