Abney Park - Dreams - RHPS
I would be surprised if any of you read this since I have been such a bad LJer. I blame Facebook and Sorority Life. I wish I didn't fucking love that game so much. I don't know what it is that makes me love that game so much. I play it every day almost all day. My alias is Killah Queen on FB and Queen Bitch in the game. All my user photos are of Frank n Furter. I get anywhere from 50 - 130 emails a day. I don't know what it is about my need to be accepted by a group of fake friends. It is even worse than wanting to be accepted by a group of fake friends in real life. These people are 1s and 0s. Some of them anyway. A few of them I have actually exchanged personal information with and talk to on the phone on a daily basis.
I don't even talk to you, my real life friends, on a daily basis. Now that I have my fake account on FB to play this game, I rarely even log on to read your feeds. It is past stupid and has moved onto insane. You know that today I actually got sad because a player in SL named RuPaul removed me from their friends list? It is sick. I need a support group or something.
So much has gone on in my life other than this stupid game that I don't even know where to start.
Went to the Tim Burton Ball in SF a couple of weeks ago. That was a lot of fun. By the time I went to say hi to the band, I was so tired and out of it that I sounded half retarded. Not sure why, but I have been having these strange dreams lately about Captain Robert. There have only been two and both were dreams about failed sex attempts. I always wake feeling weirded out. This guy happens to be in an amazing band, has a family, and is in no way a sex interest for me. Well, it is not that he isn't hot, he is. I just don't think of him like that in my waking life. However, since they were failed sexual attempts, I am thinking that neither do I in my dreaming life either. James says that I should figure out what he represents for me. Not sure what. He also turned into Sylar from Heroes at the end of the dream and I had to kill an intruder in my apartment with a knife from my kitchen...
The next night we had the Rocky Horror Cartoon Show. I played Janet as Alice from Alice in Wonderland. This old Italian dude who ran the restaurant asked if I would go in the back room and meet his father... I did, but I stood in the doorway. Kinda creeped me out. Then he kept asking if I would have dinner and drinks with him and made me promise that I would come back. I said I couldn't do that. That I was engaged. He said he didn't care. They never do. You would think the ring would deter most people, but I find that now that I am spoken for, people come onto me way more. Go figure. Aaaaanyhoo. If you missed the Cartoon Show and would like to see it or would like to see it again, we have another showing this Saturday at the Clay Theater in SF. For more info visit Bawdycaste.org
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I don't even talk to you, my real life friends, on a daily basis. Now that I have my fake account on FB to play this game, I rarely even log on to read your feeds. It is past stupid and has moved onto insane. You know that today I actually got sad because a player in SL named RuPaul removed me from their friends list? It is sick. I need a support group or something.
So much has gone on in my life other than this stupid game that I don't even know where to start.
Went to the Tim Burton Ball in SF a couple of weeks ago. That was a lot of fun. By the time I went to say hi to the band, I was so tired and out of it that I sounded half retarded. Not sure why, but I have been having these strange dreams lately about Captain Robert. There have only been two and both were dreams about failed sex attempts. I always wake feeling weirded out. This guy happens to be in an amazing band, has a family, and is in no way a sex interest for me. Well, it is not that he isn't hot, he is. I just don't think of him like that in my waking life. However, since they were failed sexual attempts, I am thinking that neither do I in my dreaming life either. James says that I should figure out what he represents for me. Not sure what. He also turned into Sylar from Heroes at the end of the dream and I had to kill an intruder in my apartment with a knife from my kitchen...
The next night we had the Rocky Horror Cartoon Show. I played Janet as Alice from Alice in Wonderland. This old Italian dude who ran the restaurant asked if I would go in the back room and meet his father... I did, but I stood in the doorway. Kinda creeped me out. Then he kept asking if I would have dinner and drinks with him and made me promise that I would come back. I said I couldn't do that. That I was engaged. He said he didn't care. They never do. You would think the ring would deter most people, but I find that now that I am spoken for, people come onto me way more. Go figure. Aaaaanyhoo. If you missed the Cartoon Show and would like to see it or would like to see it again, we have another showing this Saturday at the Clay Theater in SF. For more info visit Bawdycaste.org
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