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I've been thinking too much about the past lately, mostly concerning my work performance. I'm sure it's just the devil fucking with my head, feeding me ideas that I was more competent before, etc., but it's still draining. I just need to forget about the skills I used to have as the person I was before, and use the skills I have now.
Work was horrible tonight. One of the boys broke a water pipe, so we had no water for a good couple of hours. The girl I was with was pissed off because she didn't get a phone call she was expecting, and was seconds away from jumping out her window before we thankfully checked on her. I don't think any of the kids had a good night tonight. Canada is mad at me again, because I spoke to him "with an attitude" apparently. My homie G, frend was also about to go off, but he asked to talk to me, and he calmed down.
School was interesting today too. I had ("had", as in, made bad time management choices) to skip my first class today so I could write an article summary for the class after it today. I hate skipping classes, but what can you do (don't answer that). Next week is going to be so brutal... I have a test in every single class. Gah.
There was an "evangelist" preaching in the quad today, and I had an hour gap between my last two classes, so I thought I'd stay and listen. I'll give the guy the benefit of doubt and say he meant well, but he came across as the biggest asshole ever. He was just very disrespectful, and I had to sit there shaking my head at the bad impression people like him give all Christians. it was kind of funny that I happened to be wearing my "casting crowns" (xian band) hoodie,
so I sat sort of off to the side (I was origionally right behind the preacher) because I think people were assuming I was affiliated with the guy. lol The good news is while i was sitting there, a girl from my spanish class was passing by, so we got to talk for a while. It turns out she's a Christian looking for more fellowship, and I'm always looking for more Christian friends, so my time wasn't completely wasted.
It was B.s Mom's bday today so i gave her a call. She loved the flowers I sent, and the gift my mom mailed her. while i was on the phone with her, B., C., and the baby showed up, so i'm sure that made her day. Her mom was able to stop by for a little while, too, which was nice.
In closing: Why didnt i do my takehome test tonight like I had planned?
Procrastinatingly yours,
IF
Work was horrible tonight. One of the boys broke a water pipe, so we had no water for a good couple of hours. The girl I was with was pissed off because she didn't get a phone call she was expecting, and was seconds away from jumping out her window before we thankfully checked on her. I don't think any of the kids had a good night tonight. Canada is mad at me again, because I spoke to him "with an attitude" apparently. My homie G, frend was also about to go off, but he asked to talk to me, and he calmed down.
School was interesting today too. I had ("had", as in, made bad time management choices) to skip my first class today so I could write an article summary for the class after it today. I hate skipping classes, but what can you do (don't answer that). Next week is going to be so brutal... I have a test in every single class. Gah.
There was an "evangelist" preaching in the quad today, and I had an hour gap between my last two classes, so I thought I'd stay and listen. I'll give the guy the benefit of doubt and say he meant well, but he came across as the biggest asshole ever. He was just very disrespectful, and I had to sit there shaking my head at the bad impression people like him give all Christians. it was kind of funny that I happened to be wearing my "casting crowns" (xian band) hoodie,
so I sat sort of off to the side (I was origionally right behind the preacher) because I think people were assuming I was affiliated with the guy. lol The good news is while i was sitting there, a girl from my spanish class was passing by, so we got to talk for a while. It turns out she's a Christian looking for more fellowship, and I'm always looking for more Christian friends, so my time wasn't completely wasted.
It was B.s Mom's bday today so i gave her a call. She loved the flowers I sent, and the gift my mom mailed her. while i was on the phone with her, B., C., and the baby showed up, so i'm sure that made her day. Her mom was able to stop by for a little while, too, which was nice.
In closing: Why didnt i do my takehome test tonight like I had planned?
Procrastinatingly yours,
IF