(fst) haven't you seen me sleepwalking?
haven't you seen me sleepwalking?
I cannot quite explain why I decided to post a fanmix of a crack-pairing. All I can say is that fanfiction has deluded my mind. Mainly by this I mean this particular fanfiction. However, I guess this could go back to my I enjoy sadistic pairings. Honestly, most of the pairings I support are normally sadistic in nature or completely abstract. I'm proud of this fact, so indulge me in this. (I like "normal" [?] Fruits Basket pairings as well.) This just came about on a whim to indulge in a bit of fun.
Please note that I go by the anime. I do not like the manga, so I go by the anime (which is not inaccurate - I have read the manga before; it just stops [the anime], in a befitting manner). So Akito is a boy. I've always thought of him as a boy, and this was before when I read only the manga. Sure, we were made to believe this, but honestly, I think of him as a boy so deal with it, hahah.
There are no offical/fanart images hosted on this fanmix due to me (dis)liking the manga art, and I could not find a fanart that had a decent enough Akito &/or Tohru. :/ As always, I like my song choices (there is actually a Japanese one in here!) but it may/maynot befit them. You can decide. *shrugs* I appreciate feedback, but it's all good either way. (: Enjoy the music, if nothing else♥ (btw my Draco fanmix is still coming along, but I forgot about it for awhile...)
001. strangelove - depeche mode
❝Will you take the pain,
I will give to you?
Again and again.
And will you return it?
There'll be times,
When my crimes
Will seem almost unforgivable.
I give in to sin.
Because you have to make this life liveable.
But when you think I've had enough;
From your sea of love-
I'll take more than another riverfull,
And I'll make it all worthwhile;
I'll make your heart smile.❞
002. bitter boy - kate rusby
❝Then the boy, the bitter boy,
He came to me for rest and healing,
He reached in his chest, deep in his breast,
Held out the heart for me still gleaming.❞
003. cult logic - miike snow
❝Am I falling asleep on my feet again?
I call out, is anybody listening?
and it's like I'm diving into emptiness,
but at least there's something beating in my chest.❞
004. dark room - sarah slean
❝instrumental❞
005. bird - yuya matsushita
❝Within the sky known as you
Trap only me in there
I won’t go anywhere anymore
So please don’t go anywhere anymore
All people are within the sky
Within the cage known as freedom
It’ll be good enough if only you’re with me
I don’t need wings anymore
…In this sky.
(japanese)
あなたという 空の中
僕だけを 閉じ込めて
もう どこへも いかないよ。
もう どこにも いかないで。
人は皆 空の中
自由という 籠の中
あなただけ いればいい
この空に もう 翼は いらない❞
006. sinner in me - depeche mode
❝I'm still recovering
Still getting over all the suffering
More known for my anger
Than for any other thing
But you've always tried
To be by my side
And catch my fall when I start to slide❞
007. talking bird - death cab for cutie
❝It's all here for you
As long as you choose to stay
It's all here for you
As long as you don't fly away❞
008. becoming a jackal - villagers
❝I danced with the jackals
And learned a new way to move
So before you take this song as truth
You should wonder what I'm taking from you
How I benefit from you being here
Lending me your ears while I'm selling you my fears❞
009. animal - miike snow
❝There was a time when my world was filled with darkness, darkness, darkness
And I stopped dreaming now I'm supposed to fill it up with something, something , something
In your eyes I see the eyes of somebody I knew before long long long ago
But I'm still trying to make my mind up
Am I free or am I tied up
I change shapes just to hide in this place but I'm still, I'm still an animal
Nobody knows it but me when I slip yeah I slip
I'm still an animal❞
010. girl with the red balloon - the civil wars
❝She will tell of a man with no name
Smoke and mirrors have done her in
She's in love and she won't be again
Oh,
Did she let him go or did the four winds blow him away?
Does she even know,
She's the girl with the red balloon?
So lovely.
So lonely.❞
011. s.o.s (anything but love) - apocalyptica
❝Bound to your side and trapped in silence.
Just a possession.
Is this sex or only violence,
That feeds your obsession?
So go on fight me.
Go on and scare me to death.
Tell me I asked for it.
Tell me I'll never forget.
You could give me anything but love,
Anything but love.❞
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I cannot quite explain why I decided to post a fanmix of a crack-pairing. All I can say is that fanfiction has deluded my mind. Mainly by this I mean this particular fanfiction. However, I guess this could go back to my I enjoy sadistic pairings. Honestly, most of the pairings I support are normally sadistic in nature or completely abstract. I'm proud of this fact, so indulge me in this. (I like "normal" [?] Fruits Basket pairings as well.) This just came about on a whim to indulge in a bit of fun.
Please note that I go by the anime. I do not like the manga, so I go by the anime (which is not inaccurate - I have read the manga before; it just stops [the anime], in a befitting manner). So Akito is a boy. I've always thought of him as a boy, and this was before when I read only the manga. Sure, we were made to believe this, but honestly, I think of him as a boy so deal with it, hahah.
There are no offical/fanart images hosted on this fanmix due to me (dis)liking the manga art, and I could not find a fanart that had a decent enough Akito &/or Tohru. :/ As always, I like my song choices (there is actually a Japanese one in here!) but it may/maynot befit them. You can decide. *shrugs* I appreciate feedback, but it's all good either way. (: Enjoy the music, if nothing else♥ (btw my Draco fanmix is still coming along, but I forgot about it for awhile...)
001. strangelove - depeche mode
❝Will you take the pain,
I will give to you?
Again and again.
And will you return it?
There'll be times,
When my crimes
Will seem almost unforgivable.
I give in to sin.
Because you have to make this life liveable.
But when you think I've had enough;
From your sea of love-
I'll take more than another riverfull,
And I'll make it all worthwhile;
I'll make your heart smile.❞
002. bitter boy - kate rusby
❝Then the boy, the bitter boy,
He came to me for rest and healing,
He reached in his chest, deep in his breast,
Held out the heart for me still gleaming.❞
003. cult logic - miike snow
❝Am I falling asleep on my feet again?
I call out, is anybody listening?
and it's like I'm diving into emptiness,
but at least there's something beating in my chest.❞
004. dark room - sarah slean
❝instrumental❞
005. bird - yuya matsushita
❝Within the sky known as you
Trap only me in there
I won’t go anywhere anymore
So please don’t go anywhere anymore
All people are within the sky
Within the cage known as freedom
It’ll be good enough if only you’re with me
I don’t need wings anymore
…In this sky.
(japanese)
あなたという 空の中
僕だけを 閉じ込めて
もう どこへも いかないよ。
もう どこにも いかないで。
人は皆 空の中
自由という 籠の中
あなただけ いればいい
この空に もう 翼は いらない❞
006. sinner in me - depeche mode
❝I'm still recovering
Still getting over all the suffering
More known for my anger
Than for any other thing
But you've always tried
To be by my side
And catch my fall when I start to slide❞
007. talking bird - death cab for cutie
❝It's all here for you
As long as you choose to stay
It's all here for you
As long as you don't fly away❞
008. becoming a jackal - villagers
❝I danced with the jackals
And learned a new way to move
So before you take this song as truth
You should wonder what I'm taking from you
How I benefit from you being here
Lending me your ears while I'm selling you my fears❞
009. animal - miike snow
❝There was a time when my world was filled with darkness, darkness, darkness
And I stopped dreaming now I'm supposed to fill it up with something, something , something
In your eyes I see the eyes of somebody I knew before long long long ago
But I'm still trying to make my mind up
Am I free or am I tied up
I change shapes just to hide in this place but I'm still, I'm still an animal
Nobody knows it but me when I slip yeah I slip
I'm still an animal❞
010. girl with the red balloon - the civil wars
❝She will tell of a man with no name
Smoke and mirrors have done her in
She's in love and she won't be again
Oh,
Did she let him go or did the four winds blow him away?
Does she even know,
She's the girl with the red balloon?
So lovely.
So lonely.❞
011. s.o.s (anything but love) - apocalyptica
❝Bound to your side and trapped in silence.
Just a possession.
Is this sex or only violence,
That feeds your obsession?
So go on fight me.
Go on and scare me to death.
Tell me I asked for it.
Tell me I'll never forget.
You could give me anything but love,
Anything but love.❞
download.rar
comment if taking.