Jun 20, 2004 21:34
well.. 2day has sure been a ball of good news.
My mom just got off the phone with my aunt who
lives in pennsylvania. and now we kno my gma
has alzheimers. the only good thing is ...its
in the first stage. the bad thing is it is
linked to attitude changes such as mood swings
obsessive cursing and denile. which is extremely
bad considering in order to control alzheimers
u must be under care and take medicine. and
fortunetely for me my gma thinks she is fine
and therefore wont take her medicine and thinks
the doctors are lying to her. so she went to
the doc about 1 week ago and he gave ehr sum medicine.
but she isnt supposed to take it for 2 weeks. just
my luck thats when i am going to NYC with her
and then she is coing here for 2 weeks. I hate
this bc i love her soo much but i feel trapped
and scared bc she isnt the same woman i kno
and love . she is different but the sad thing
is she doesnt kno it.
I feel sooo bad for my mom bc she has
to have all this stress. and she still is
in a neck brace from our car accident and
we both have to find a new therapist to help
fix our necks. but that has now been put on
hold bc of this whole situation. i sure hope
my life gets better. but at the moment i only
feel like i am in the long haul for sum hard
emotional times. so if ne one wants to take
me away from here over the next couple weeks
ur more than well come to come get me.
other than that great news today was
not too bad ... i went and looked at boats
for a couple hours. a 32 sundancer sea ray
to be exact. its not that bad . plus they
take these weekend voyages to the keys and
the bahamas and stuff. so if we do get
that boat that should be fun.
ok well i think i have spilled my mind so im out.