rejected... lol
well.. i was trying to be brave and allow my feelings for a certain someone to be known... and well i sent an e-mail... because i dont have enough guts to establish the real rejection of face to face... and well... here is what happened... (names removed to disclose identity... although it might be obvious...)
I know its kind of weird for me to be writing you an e-mail since we see each other almost everyday, and we send each other messages on myspace and whatnot, but I just wanted to e-mail you... because I wanted to get something out...
Anyway- I know you probably already might have known this, but I have kind of liked you for a long time... off and on since my freshman year of college. I know you are probably thinking, why is she telling me now... well because I still do like you. I know this may even come to a surprise to you since we have been such good friends... but I just really felt like i should just get it out so that you would know. I really hope that you and i can still be friends and that nothing will be weird between us... I would hate to ruin our friendship. I know you have had to deal with
telling people how you feel, and then having it turn badly for you, and i didn't really want that to happen, so i figured the easiest way would be through e-mail... i guess i am just afraid to face reality... because i know that we are just friends... nothing more, and that we probably would never be anything more... but I just needed to get it out in the open, so that you know how i have been feeling... anyway- please e-mail me back and let me know what you think... or if its too weird, just pretend that i never sent this e-mail and i will do my best to do the same. :-) Later-
Nickie
Hey Nickie,
Well I wouldn't say I have known but I have had my thoughts about that. Its ok that you send an email, I know it is really hard. I really cherish our friendship and I want that to last forever. I dont see us being anything more though. You are an awesome girl, dont forget that. I know its cliche but someday your prince will come. If you ever feel lonely or like you will never find teh right one, i know I do sometimes, just look to God and He will carry you through. Have an awesome time with your parents and I will see you when we get back.
SO... i guess it wasn't like horribly horrible... and the fact that i am awesome... yeah... its true... and oddly enough... i dont really feel to badly about this whole ordeal... I put myself out there... i was really nervous... and then i read the reply.. i was sad for like 2 seconds... but then i was like... that was really kinda gay nickie... lol... so i guess i will just have to keep searching for my prince charming... or... eh... just give up completely... and then maybe He will just come and sweep me off my feet.... because i wont care about it all... let's see how long this no guy thing lasts though... :-p later
Nickie
I know its kind of weird for me to be writing you an e-mail since we see each other almost everyday, and we send each other messages on myspace and whatnot, but I just wanted to e-mail you... because I wanted to get something out...
Anyway- I know you probably already might have known this, but I have kind of liked you for a long time... off and on since my freshman year of college. I know you are probably thinking, why is she telling me now... well because I still do like you. I know this may even come to a surprise to you since we have been such good friends... but I just really felt like i should just get it out so that you would know. I really hope that you and i can still be friends and that nothing will be weird between us... I would hate to ruin our friendship. I know you have had to deal with
telling people how you feel, and then having it turn badly for you, and i didn't really want that to happen, so i figured the easiest way would be through e-mail... i guess i am just afraid to face reality... because i know that we are just friends... nothing more, and that we probably would never be anything more... but I just needed to get it out in the open, so that you know how i have been feeling... anyway- please e-mail me back and let me know what you think... or if its too weird, just pretend that i never sent this e-mail and i will do my best to do the same. :-) Later-
Nickie
Hey Nickie,
Well I wouldn't say I have known but I have had my thoughts about that. Its ok that you send an email, I know it is really hard. I really cherish our friendship and I want that to last forever. I dont see us being anything more though. You are an awesome girl, dont forget that. I know its cliche but someday your prince will come. If you ever feel lonely or like you will never find teh right one, i know I do sometimes, just look to God and He will carry you through. Have an awesome time with your parents and I will see you when we get back.
SO... i guess it wasn't like horribly horrible... and the fact that i am awesome... yeah... its true... and oddly enough... i dont really feel to badly about this whole ordeal... I put myself out there... i was really nervous... and then i read the reply.. i was sad for like 2 seconds... but then i was like... that was really kinda gay nickie... lol... so i guess i will just have to keep searching for my prince charming... or... eh... just give up completely... and then maybe He will just come and sweep me off my feet.... because i wont care about it all... let's see how long this no guy thing lasts though... :-p later
Nickie