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I cancelled my gig tonight. I am too exhausted to do comedy and not prepaired. I always do this. I have new material but I'm too fucking ADD to sit down and actually write the damn thing out so I can rehearse it. I want to get as many shows in as possible to hopefully by the end of the summer I am actually getting booked gigs! I have to keep writing!
Some say that I have to relate to my audience, others say I have to tell joke after joke after joke. I am going to tell the jokes I think are funny. that's it. No one else can tell me whats funny because I know whats funny for me. Bastards. Although I am having doubts big time since my last gig sort of fell flat. I know I am funnier than that so I just have to stay strong STAY STRONG, JENNY.
Do you even give a shit? Someday you'll be lucky to even be my friend on this damn thing. I'll be so big, I'll have my own fucking planets.
I feel sick.
Some say that I have to relate to my audience, others say I have to tell joke after joke after joke. I am going to tell the jokes I think are funny. that's it. No one else can tell me whats funny because I know whats funny for me. Bastards. Although I am having doubts big time since my last gig sort of fell flat. I know I am funnier than that so I just have to stay strong STAY STRONG, JENNY.
Do you even give a shit? Someday you'll be lucky to even be my friend on this damn thing. I'll be so big, I'll have my own fucking planets.
I feel sick.