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It's been quite a day, my friends. Quite a day.
My cat is attacking my foot as we speak. It hurts, but it's damn cute.
Joe Sodd, a fellow student, passed and I have that feeling of loss again. 3 Perpich students gone. It is shocking to think that these people were living, breathing human beings pulsating with personality and life. Now, nothing. I knew him slightly, but a death is a death and a sad one at that.
I'm stuck in the middle with emotions. I have actually been feeling great lately. I feel confident in my stand up, social life, and possibly looking towards the future with dating and all that, but of course little things begin to drag me back into a dark place. Garth Mereghi's Dark Place to be exact. Fuck that shit is awesome.
back on topic
Yeah, so .... I don't know what my emotional state is. I just tell myself a lot of good things and I think that is helping my mood rise to the top of the heap. Whatever happens, I am perfectly wonderful the way I am and I can only get better from here. It can only get better. I'm going clubbing for the first time in months. Since London. I am SO excited.
IN OTHER NEWS
July 15th-Aug 2nd. Look out MSP.
However, I most definitely can't call MN home anymore-well at least my house. First off, I was sort of banned until mid July, and now I have even MORE restrictions on me when it come to coming home and living in my house. I live in the guest room. Can't bring people over past 10. Can't come home late.
Fuck, I might as well stay at a hotel.
That sentence almost brought me to tears.
My cat is attacking my foot as we speak. It hurts, but it's damn cute.
Joe Sodd, a fellow student, passed and I have that feeling of loss again. 3 Perpich students gone. It is shocking to think that these people were living, breathing human beings pulsating with personality and life. Now, nothing. I knew him slightly, but a death is a death and a sad one at that.
I'm stuck in the middle with emotions. I have actually been feeling great lately. I feel confident in my stand up, social life, and possibly looking towards the future with dating and all that, but of course little things begin to drag me back into a dark place. Garth Mereghi's Dark Place to be exact. Fuck that shit is awesome.
back on topic
Yeah, so .... I don't know what my emotional state is. I just tell myself a lot of good things and I think that is helping my mood rise to the top of the heap. Whatever happens, I am perfectly wonderful the way I am and I can only get better from here. It can only get better. I'm going clubbing for the first time in months. Since London. I am SO excited.
IN OTHER NEWS
July 15th-Aug 2nd. Look out MSP.
However, I most definitely can't call MN home anymore-well at least my house. First off, I was sort of banned until mid July, and now I have even MORE restrictions on me when it come to coming home and living in my house. I live in the guest room. Can't bring people over past 10. Can't come home late.
Fuck, I might as well stay at a hotel.
That sentence almost brought me to tears.