Jun 09, 2008 10:27
Stand up last night went well. It didn't go as amazingly as I had hoped, but I did get some big laughs which was what I wanted. It helped me weed out what got laughs and what didn't. It's good practice. I shall not be discouraged! However, due the the lateness of me telling folks about it....I did have to shell out a pretty penny to play. Note to self-don't ever do that again.
Pointers:
- less sad
-less scripted, more fluid
-less bitter
Lessons learned;
-AIDS is funny
-slow down
-interact with the crowd?
What else is new? I've plateaued in my weight loss which is annoying. I need to work out more for sure. I run two miles a day if I can and I try to lift weights. But I am afraid to weight lift on account that muscle weighs more than fat. I am going to be a giant muscle someday and all the boys will want me. Just one, giant muscle.
I am feeling good on the whole. A bit lonely, angry, bitter at times but time really does heal all wounds.
Moving all my shit out of the apartment is tough. I'm not done yet. I still have massive ammounts of furniture to move out. Why do I have so much shit? UH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1111111.
I think my ego is way too inflated. It doesn't match the talent. Yet.