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I can't take it. I hate this city. I hate everything in it. I hate the people, I hate the places, I hate the things. Everything about this place makes me sick. I can't stand it.
I can't wait until the day when I can be gone. Free of it. Of its entire existence. I won't take one look back and I plan on only looking forward into the future. That's where I need to be.
This isn't an angst ridden post. This is a truthful post. This post speaks what is in my heart and has been for months. This isn't my home.
If I could, I would pack up right this moment. Take a trip across the sea. I'd live with who ever would take me. Any place, as far as I am concerned, is better than here.
I got the best package in the mail today from my London roommates. It was filled with love that I had somehow missed. I didn't see it then and I hate that I see it now. What a waste this year is turning out to be.
I can't wait until the day when I can be gone. Free of it. Of its entire existence. I won't take one look back and I plan on only looking forward into the future. That's where I need to be.
This isn't an angst ridden post. This is a truthful post. This post speaks what is in my heart and has been for months. This isn't my home.
If I could, I would pack up right this moment. Take a trip across the sea. I'd live with who ever would take me. Any place, as far as I am concerned, is better than here.
I got the best package in the mail today from my London roommates. It was filled with love that I had somehow missed. I didn't see it then and I hate that I see it now. What a waste this year is turning out to be.