Aug 23, 2007 04:09
Balanced. My yin and yang.
I am just as excited as i am bored
I am just as anxious as i am calm
I am just as sad as i am happy
I am just here for once.
Writting defiently clears those cloudy thoughts that go in circles for days.
I catch myself starting sentences that i never finish in my head, so i decided to start talking to myself and i find this to be helping with my psychobabble nonsense in my head
and its turned into sweet tone def songs of marissas random thoughts and ideas
i sang for two rhyming hours before i finally fell asleep
thank you jesus for showing me the light " i say this in my black preacher voice while shouting to the lord"
haha love at last love at last god all mighty thank god the time has past
mhmmm