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[incognitodollop]

“A few times in my life, I’ve had moments of absolute clarity. When for a few brief seconds the silence drowns out the noise and I can feel rather than think… And things seem so sharp and the world seems so fresh. I can never make these moments last. I cling to them, but like everything, they fade. I have lived for these moments. They pull me back to the present, and I realize that everything is exactly the way it was meant to be.”
- ~ A Single Man

This is exactly how I feel right now. So it's ridiculous and beautiful that I happened to stumble upon this right now. I feel like this is what it would feel like to be high. Although of course I'm probably wrong. But I am feelings things, just like this quote says, rather than thinking. I feel perfect. I feel that life is beautiful. I am not thinking these things. IT is rather a knowing. And I don't care to do anything. I want to create something beautiful. I want to walk for ever and ever and ever until I reach something beautiful. I want to love. with m whole heart. I want to be alone. I want to document my love. That's why I'm writing. I want to bake. I want to float. I feel like I am floating. I have complete trust in God. Lord, I am Yours. I feel that things are perfect.