May 20, 2010 02:13
Ty just walked downstairs to get in the shower to start getting ready for work. It's 2:06am; he works at 3am. I'm sitting on the couch in the living room and he walked past me from his room upstairs towards the bathroom. Just wearing his boxers and rubbing his face in that sleepy way, he said, "Hey Bec" in a groggy sleep voice. I said "good morning :)"
For some reason I found that moment great. I know I won't always have it. I'm 22 now and Tyler's 19 and he's trying to find a house to buy. I'm considering moving up to Kennesaw in the fall. We'll soon get our own apartments and probably never live in the same house again. And that's hard for me to understand. And accept. I'm extra super nostalgic and sentimental right now and I'm just going to miss this so much. It's like I already miss it. And I've got it. And I don't know how to appreciate it. But I guess that's what I'm doing right now, appreciating it. Because I'm recognizing it as great. I want to capture it. And hold onto it forever.
I love my life.
I love my family.
I am so blessed.
Thank you, Lord. <3