I've been doing a lot of thinking
A lt of my friends are graduating in the next few weeks. I should have been graduating soon, too, but I already did that. I think I'm finally realizing that my choices really do make a difference in "real life." I'm starting to realize that I'm getting treated differently 'cause I'm so young for my "age." I really did something big, didn't I? Or maybe I didn't, perhaps I've been right this whole time, realizing that what I did, graduating last year, wasn't such a big deal. That anyone could have done it, but I just wanted to.
I don't know. I'm kinda scared about school. I almost want to take next year off, but I know that if I do, then I'll be screwed going back the year after. I wish I hadn't gone to school this year, that I had taken a year off. I have a bunch of friends doing that, and I know some people going to school next year (UNH, UConn, a few) after taking the year off. Maybe then I would know for sure what it was I wanted to do with my life. I dunno.
I'm not sure about anything, anymore. Except one thing.
I wish I knew what I wanted. Things would be so much easier, even if I couldn't get it, at least I'd know what I want to dream about.
I'm sorry.
PS visit me.
I don't know. I'm kinda scared about school. I almost want to take next year off, but I know that if I do, then I'll be screwed going back the year after. I wish I hadn't gone to school this year, that I had taken a year off. I have a bunch of friends doing that, and I know some people going to school next year (UNH, UConn, a few) after taking the year off. Maybe then I would know for sure what it was I wanted to do with my life. I dunno.
I'm not sure about anything, anymore. Except one thing.
I wish I knew what I wanted. Things would be so much easier, even if I couldn't get it, at least I'd know what I want to dream about.
I'm sorry.
PS visit me.