Crazyness!!!

May 04, 2006 12:23

Monster

Feet slaming against the ground, faster, and faster. A pain shot, from my shoulder through my neck, as it bounces off the combination on my locker. I stumble, and twist to the side franticly trying to get away through the crouded hall, my hands and knees momentarily hit the floor... people laughing one other person, aside from my-self, is screeming. Do they see what I see? know what I know? She cought my eye, yet I stumble not this time, I keep on sprinting trying to get away, from the beast that's chasing me. A long powerfull tail sweeping the halls, its walking on hooves and reaching with its claws, gliding through every soul it touches, exept for that one, the one the beast took note to come back for next time. The beast acts as though this is all natural and just another jog through the hall, as I hit the wall. Wedged between the ceiling, the wall, and a dead end. I curled up in a ball, and cried out "why? why me? please just leave me alone!"

I know how much time we spend running just trying to ignor troubles and put the issue behind us. In some cases this is good. But how much better is it to confront it in prayer and bold holy words.

Rest in him!
- Psalm 1, 119:9-48 -Mark 14:32-38
-Matthew 14:22-23 -Ephesians 6:10-20
-Luke 5:15-16, 6:12-13 -Philippians 4:6-9

NIV subject guide in the "student bible"
Look up CHRISTIAN LIVING

Discouragement
-Joshua 1:1-9 -2 Corinthians 4:7-12,16-18
-Psalm 42, 77:1-15 -Job
-John 14:1-27

I hope and pray your story reads of the one that is confronting the situation in prayer and holy words. Not of a weak Christian running and trying to hide the truth that is in them. Let us speek bloldly in the name of Christ, and when we're tempted pray immediately, as your walking, "God you set me free from this sin, or, you gave me strength by your death on the cross. Please God remove this from me in the name of Jesus, and give me peace, Amen." I love you Jesus.

I am free to love you, and you are free to love me, this is the magic (reffering to the love in Flame/ by Rob Bell/ excelent study) of love. It is completely voluntary. God dose know who we will be with, if it's anybody at all. But he will not make some body love us, but rather, condition our heart, and make you the man or woman that loves the one who loves us. Free will! That is an ultimate gift we are given, the ability to choose what we love, we can hope for the return, from a source, but it's their freedom to love you. Though they may not. In this we find why love is so worth while. We get to choose to love no matter what or who, daily, and its this one that we marry and die with. This leads me to ask "who is it?" and to please get rid of my anxiety. Please pray for me!
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