Arghhh
I AM SUCH A DOORMAT!
What is my problem? Why can't I be more assertive? Or at least stand up for myself....geez. All the time I let people walk ALLLLLLL over me. And it's stupid stuff too...
This woman I work with, Pat. She's 60-ish and very crotchidy. I don't like her. At all. I tried to appreciate her for her good qualities, but even those, are very limited. I was watching T.V tonight. Just now in fact. And she walks in, and goes to the television, and changes it to Cinderella. Without asking me, she just does it. Then she starts singing ALL the songs, out loud, in this awful opera-like voice. And I just sat there. I let her do it. And now, I'm pissed at her, and pissed at myself.
I used to be so outspoken, so brash...now I'm pathetic.
What is my problem? Why can't I be more assertive? Or at least stand up for myself....geez. All the time I let people walk ALLLLLLL over me. And it's stupid stuff too...
This woman I work with, Pat. She's 60-ish and very crotchidy. I don't like her. At all. I tried to appreciate her for her good qualities, but even those, are very limited. I was watching T.V tonight. Just now in fact. And she walks in, and goes to the television, and changes it to Cinderella. Without asking me, she just does it. Then she starts singing ALL the songs, out loud, in this awful opera-like voice. And I just sat there. I let her do it. And now, I'm pissed at her, and pissed at myself.
I used to be so outspoken, so brash...now I'm pathetic.