Wow, long time it has been...
Hmmm...so im grounded but enjoying my life I suppose. I have been really crabby lately it sucks. I thought I was off grounding Friday, but no way...Glah, that makes me mad. Oh well, im fine. almost 11:00..Im happy I have my computer, you know its funny, whenever im grounded or I cant do something, everyone wants to do something..eh I probably would be ignorant and not go because of the way i've been acting. That makes me mad...Yesterday I was talking to one of my online friends i've had for nearly 4 years. I spilled my heart out, and I understood myself a little bit..it amazed me. It made sense.
You know..I felt so free after, I didnt think at all and I slept soundly. I was so oblivious and numb to the world and my surroundings I just didnt care, I felt free. It was nice. But thats all thats been going on. Stress, anxiety, life. Haha...
School has been harsh, I dont talk that much anymore. I dont have many people to talk to anymore, well I do...but I dont talk much...-shrug- 1st hour I have a handful of people but im in a awkward position. 2nd hour nobody, 3rd hour gina and jeremy whome I speak to a lot. Lunch I dont really talk unless im happy. 4th hour is..not time for talking but I talk to Chantee sometimes its usually a few sentences between songs. 5th hour is..Nobody really, I just read. I talk to Abbie sometimes, Megan and Katie..then 6th hour I talk to Jackie M when we dont have work to do, but lately it stresses me out. I sound like a ranter but im just explaining. I mean nothing by this.
Hmm..Life is great. It is.
You know..I felt so free after, I didnt think at all and I slept soundly. I was so oblivious and numb to the world and my surroundings I just didnt care, I felt free. It was nice. But thats all thats been going on. Stress, anxiety, life. Haha...
School has been harsh, I dont talk that much anymore. I dont have many people to talk to anymore, well I do...but I dont talk much...-shrug- 1st hour I have a handful of people but im in a awkward position. 2nd hour nobody, 3rd hour gina and jeremy whome I speak to a lot. Lunch I dont really talk unless im happy. 4th hour is..not time for talking but I talk to Chantee sometimes its usually a few sentences between songs. 5th hour is..Nobody really, I just read. I talk to Abbie sometimes, Megan and Katie..then 6th hour I talk to Jackie M when we dont have work to do, but lately it stresses me out. I sound like a ranter but im just explaining. I mean nothing by this.
Hmm..Life is great. It is.