Dec 14, 2005 18:30
Ha well welcome, im pretty ticked off so this is all complaining. Dont read it if you dont want to, its stupid. Blah..Anyways..Im ticked off...why? Easy. Ha..everything today? The atmosphere. I tried though, I really did, I thought Hey, i'll be happy..But I wasnt...plus I felt like puking on everything because I felt like my stomach was the ocean. I just dont think im ganna do anything with anyone anymore because I always get mad..ALWAYS! I'll just lock myself in my room, whats it matter? I just do this all the time anyways
Right..cause im 'Emo' Thats my sterotype from a lot of people..and you know I cant fucking accept it, it only fucking pisses me off..Yeah, I am extreamly sensative at that...wanna make me mad? Want to? want to make me so mad I just act like its okay and really feel like punching something because I dont want to hear it? Then say it...Go ahead. Right now I am just mad so yeah.
Livejournal...Yeah..a lot of people just say whats going on in life in here..and most of the time is being hell..so yeah, lets live with that. Oh well...Life is grand? Sure it is! -kicks things- I dont even feel like being happy, right now I cant feel like I even have a peice in life I just feel really mad..really really mad. Now that you know this..feel free to torment me. Im surprised I know english because im so stupid. Im proud of myself for being able to walk and talk. Im proud that I can even have enough sense to breathe...GOD ARENT YOU PROUD OF ME?! Im like the frickin stupidest person in the world. Yeah! I get it all the time..and Im admiting it right now. So frick off because im sensative I will never change. I will never be who I was, I will probably never be fricken happy ever again but thats okay..because thats just how I feel right now..and most likely I'll be fine soon..Wasnt this a waste of time? and interenet space..Indeed.