Insomnia
I can't sleep. I haven't slept properly in *checks calendar* 16 days. Since that day.
All I can hear in my head when I try is, "I fell in love this weekend." Fell in love. With someone who wasn't me, when you didn't even know you could fall in love. It's like I never even had a chance. Who knew that someone else would untie the knot that I'd been fiddling with?
I really wish I knew why this is bothering me so much. Quod te non occidit, te fortiorem faciet.
All I can hear in my head when I try is, "I fell in love this weekend." Fell in love. With someone who wasn't me, when you didn't even know you could fall in love. It's like I never even had a chance. Who knew that someone else would untie the knot that I'd been fiddling with?
I really wish I knew why this is bothering me so much. Quod te non occidit, te fortiorem faciet.