i've got this feeling in my blood that i want more, this ain't enough...
i spend a lot of time making playlists on itunes. most of them have names like "decathecting for beginners" or "fuck you fuck you fuck you." they also involve a lot of dear and the headlights songs.
pretty sure i'm not enamored at all anymore. j.d.'s antics just tire me out these days. i dunno why i still spend time around him, now that its such a chore. i think its because 1. i am really lame and actually like playing dnd, and 2. i like torturing myself. his whole life is like a dashboard confessional cover of a pedro the lion album. stupidly, stupidly dramatic, and ultimately boring as hell and fucking unoriginal.
i keep getting invited to move to california. i keep telling people the only reason i'll go is if i get into the porn business. its starting to sound like a great idea. that's how i can tell i'm not completely together at the moment.
p.s. he said that music was ANNOYING. like music, as a whole. i think that's when i knew for certain that he was a complete idiot. and also when i knew i was a complete idiot for taking so long to figure it out.
pretty sure i'm not enamored at all anymore. j.d.'s antics just tire me out these days. i dunno why i still spend time around him, now that its such a chore. i think its because 1. i am really lame and actually like playing dnd, and 2. i like torturing myself. his whole life is like a dashboard confessional cover of a pedro the lion album. stupidly, stupidly dramatic, and ultimately boring as hell and fucking unoriginal.
i keep getting invited to move to california. i keep telling people the only reason i'll go is if i get into the porn business. its starting to sound like a great idea. that's how i can tell i'm not completely together at the moment.
p.s. he said that music was ANNOYING. like music, as a whole. i think that's when i knew for certain that he was a complete idiot. and also when i knew i was a complete idiot for taking so long to figure it out.