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Jun 22, 2004 00:09

Boys are stupid. I don't know...I really love Jamie, but I can't tell him that cause i don't think he feels the same about me. He may but he won't tell me. We are both leaving the country this fall. and I don't know how that will work or even if he wants to stay together when we are gone. he makes it sound to me like he does, but he's never said for sure one way or the other. This just frustrates me. It's hard to be feeling something and keep it inside. I don't know what I want from anything.

I met this guy at work, who's from Brighton. I've been meaning to aske him where he is from in England for the longest time. But it turns out he's from where I'm going. So he started to tell me a bunch of stuff about it, and said I'm going to have a freaking blast. Which is cool. He wants me to take a few things over to some of his friends. Anyways....

I need to get out of Moscow....but I can't, I must work !!! GRRRR!!!

I need to get to Seattle as well. I ned to get my passport renewed, so that I can have it for my trip!!

My aunts are coming to Moscow. In my entire life not a single one of them has ever bothered to come visit. and now.....they come. I don't feel like having to talk to them. I don't want to have to tote three Norwegian women around, and I have no clue how long they are going to be here. That means I'm kicked out of my bedroom for an undisclosed amount of time....and I shall be sleeping on the couch. Sure it'll be nice to see them, but one of them never wants to see us when we go over there so why does she want to come and see us now??

Okay, I'm hungry, so I'm going to go forge around our kitchen and see if I can find some table scraps to eat
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