I don't know what's going onverdantinvidiaNovember 1 2006, 05:59:06 UTC
Well, I am broken-hearted again. It really is a bitch, you know? You know.
Halloween always seems to turn out badly for me.
It doesn't matter. You give me too much credit. My love is not so valuable. I blow myself out of proportion. This is all just one long, miserable, drawn-out joke.
I hope you are doing better than I, wherever you are. I hope you are not alone.
Re: I don't know what's going oninburningblueNovember 6 2006, 07:16:14 UTC
hey i dont know whats going on either! and yes, major fucking bitch my condolences for your halloweens, past and present it is sad, and i think it matters a lot halloween is supposed to be sweet.. but yeah, i dont know if i'm doing better than you but judging from this post probably i kinda had a falling out with chris and his wifey for the past two weeks i've been sleeping on a couch in port orchard lame/boring gotta job, looking for a car and soon apartment type thing
Re: I don't know what's going oninburningblueNovember 6 2006, 07:33:51 UTC
so yeah if i win the shitty situation game i dont know i havent talked to you in a hellla long time but (it just so happens that recently i sold my soul to the devil for two years on another shitty cell phone contract) if you wanna let me know who wins, or just talk 8083822426
Re: I don't know what's going onverdantinvidiaNovember 6 2006, 08:26:16 UTC
I survived the night and am doing somewhat better now.
Why are you in Port Orchard? I thought you were going to go to school in CO..? What will you do here?
You didn't seem to want to talk to me before, but maybe things have changed enough. Would it be off-limits/otherwise impossible for us to meet sometime under more platonic circumstances? I certainly understand if it is. Just a thought.
Re: I really don't know what's going oninburningblueNovember 7 2006, 07:32:29 UTC
yeah.. ok. i dont think it would be off-limits or impossible but if it was i would probably do it anyway. you have my number, as well as the lj (i might not answer my phone right away (i work much)) but i will definitely call you back if you want and yeah.. maybe ill talk to you soon? (its weird, but i want to say bye) so BYE
Re: I really don't know what's going onverdantinvidiaNovember 11 2006, 08:09:07 UTC
Probably not so soon. Essays, textbooks and exams are kicking my ass and there's no end in sight. I will get a break, eventually. You can always call me too, you know. I would like to see you, but I'm not entirely sure it's a good idea if it's going to be extremely weird... I really don't want to fuck anything up right now, with myself or with anybody else. I just want to be around someone I really like, to have fun with and to talk to. No drama, no pain... What do you think? I will keep in touch.
It really is a bitch, you know? You know.
Halloween always seems to turn out badly for me.
It doesn't matter. You give me too much credit. My love is not so valuable. I blow myself out of proportion. This is all just one long, miserable, drawn-out joke.
I hope you are doing better than I, wherever you are. I hope you are not alone.
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i dont know whats going on either!
and yes,
major fucking bitch
my condolences for your halloweens, past and present
it is sad, and i think it matters a lot
halloween is supposed to be sweet..
but yeah, i dont know if i'm doing better than you
but judging from this post probably
i kinda had a falling out with chris and his wifey
for the past two weeks i've been sleeping on a couch in port orchard
lame/boring
gotta job, looking for a car
and soon apartment type thing
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if i win the shitty situation game
i dont know
i havent talked to you in a hellla long time
but
(it just so happens that recently
i sold my soul to the devil for two years
on another shitty cell phone contract)
if you wanna let me know who wins, or just talk
8083822426
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Why are you in Port Orchard? I thought you were going to go to school in CO..? What will you do here?
You didn't seem to want to talk to me before, but maybe things have changed enough. Would it be off-limits/otherwise impossible for us to meet sometime under more platonic circumstances? I certainly understand if it is.
Just a thought.
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i dont think it would be off-limits or impossible
but if it was
i would probably do it anyway.
you have my number, as well as the lj
(i might not answer my phone right away (i work much))
but i will definitely call you back if you want
and yeah.. maybe ill talk to you soon?
(its weird, but i want to say bye)
so BYE
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You can always call me too, you know. I would like to see you, but I'm not entirely sure it's a good idea if it's going to be extremely weird... I really don't want to fuck anything up right now, with myself or with anybody else. I just want to be around someone I really like, to have fun with and to talk to. No drama, no pain...
What do you think? I will keep in touch.
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