fuck december 3rd
i hate this day with a seering passion...
jealousy, among many other things. sadness, lonlyness, lil bit of anger, rejection, denial, paranoia, doubt, greed.
fuck it...
this kinda ruined my day too :-/ ------
TheAceXer: a new sensatiojn
TheAceXer: yeah
InBalNox THEORY: lol
TheAceXer: a new sensation
TheAceXer: tyeag
TheAceXer: ]alskdfjka;sldfja
TheAceXer: s;dfsakdjflksdfas
TheAceXer: drunk as amotha fuca
InBalNox THEORY: lmao
TheAceXer: havin this bitch c0me over and fuckicn inthe shower
TheAceXer: aha ha
TheAceXer: 8-)
InBalNox THEORY: nice man nice
TheAceXer: LOL
TheAceXer: i got cjhristamas witrh the kranks and the incredibles
TheAceXer: listenen to INXS
TheAceXer: lol
InBalNox THEORY: anything for halo?
TheAceXer: couple mods
TheAceXer: halo 2 is sweet
TheAceXer: beat it with u the second day it came out
InBalNox THEORY: ... dude i beat it with you lol
TheAceXer: thats what im sayin
TheAceXer: lol
TheAceXer: :-D
TheAceXer: 100proof vodka
TheAceXer: lol
InBalNox THEORY: oh lol
InBalNox THEORY: nice nice
TheAceXer: my liife sucks
InBalNox THEORY: it suck up there?
TheAceXer: all my shit gets stolen and my job sucks now
InBalNox THEORY: shitty
InBalNox THEORY: you still got the box tho right?
TheAceXer: they told me my first day "everyoone here was friends b4 work and if you become friends with anyone at woprk,, youll get fire?""
TheAceXer: yeah i do
TheAceXer: fuckin bullshit
InBalNox THEORY: wtf?
TheAceXer: as soon as i got here, i hate myself and life
TheAceXer: one big fuckin mess
TheAceXer: i loved it down there
TheAceXer: shitty deal
InBalNox THEORY: that fucken sucks dude
InBalNox THEORY: i wanna get my own place so fucken bad
TheAceXer: i brought this 21yrold girl who only drank and my friends were talkin about hanging niggers and cocaine, and she shook her leg every time they did and left and havent talked to here since, LIFE SUCKS
TheAceXer: bullshit PUYALLUP
InBalNox THEORY: faggots
TheAceXer: yeah :-P
InBalNox THEORY: where are you working again?
TheAceXer: orange julius at the mall
TheAceXer: i HATE IT
TheAceXer: HATE HATE HATE HATE
TheAceXer: that FUCKING place
InBalNox THEORY: oh ya, is it all girls?
TheAceXer: manager is, and she doesnt like me
TheAceXer: she makes it a living HELL
InBalNox THEORY: throw a chair at her face
TheAceXer: if i had another job i would of taken my uniform off and walked out bare shirted
TheAceXer: u remember me at BK
TheAceXer: i LOVED it
TheAceXer: i absoultely FUCKING hate it at OrangeJulius
InBalNox THEORY: ya dude, thats a shitty deal if ya ask me
TheAceXer: i wish i didnt leave
TheAceXer: puyallup is HELL
TheAceXer: iv been there
TheAceXer: tell Cid i said HI
InBalNox THEORY: you savin money?
TheAceXer: cant, all my food and razors and gel all gets stolen
TheAceXer: i leave a half pack of cigarettes out for 3 min, it sgone
TheAceXer: a bowl while i go to the bathroom , its gone
TheAceXer: my AXE deodorant spray, its gone
TheAceXer: MY hair gel
TheAceXer: its gone
InBalNox THEORY: damn man, its kinda the same here... but its only brandon that does it
TheAceXer: i have my box, thats it
TheAceXer: if im here for much longer, ill seriously off myself
TheAceXer: it aint worth it
TheAceXer: this isnt LIFE, this is HELL
InBalNox THEORY: shit man dont say stuff like that
TheAceXer: if you were here, yuoud say the same
InBalNox THEORY: ya i know
TheAceXer: seriously
InBalNox THEORY: but your smarter than that
TheAceXer: dont worry, ill say bye to you b4 i do
InBalNox THEORY: :-\
TheAceXer: and i dont have the guts do
TheAceXer: if i did, i already wo
TheAceXer: would have
InBalNox THEORY: ya i know what your saying
TheAceXer: monica should have given me more time to find a place
InBalNox THEORY: i know that was hella fucked
TheAceXer: so if she asks how im doin , fuckin tell here
TheAceXer: why you think i havent called you guys
InBalNox THEORY: ya i was wondering that
TheAceXer: what am i gonna say, "uh, i fuckin hate myself and my surroundings"
InBalNox THEORY: lol
TheAceXer: i saw you guys online and i signed off
InBalNox THEORY: :-\
TheAceXer: dont need u guys worryin about me
InBalNox THEORY: well shit man... we were having not heard from you even more
TheAceXer: id say ill be fine, but thats a fuckin lye if ive heard one
TheAceXer: well honestly if it comes to me takin my life, ill come to see you firstr
TheAceXer: PROMISE
InBalNox THEORY: well... i guess thats good
TheAceXer: the way things are goin, itlle be soon
InBalNox THEORY: :-(
InBalNox THEORY: thats not cool
TheAceXer: well im sorry for tellin u this shit
TheAceXer: but its gonna happen
TheAceXer: my happiest memories are with u, so thank you
TheAceXer: we had some fun
TheAceXer: :-D
InBalNox THEORY: heh...
TheAceXer: i have a letter written to you, so expect it
TheAceXer: i got a friend who PROMISED me to get it to you
InBalNox THEORY: dude.... its honestly not worth it
TheAceXer: if you were here, youd say otherwise
TheAceXer: my fuckin hair gel and deodorant gets stolen
TheAceXer: i mean, cmon
InBalNox THEORY: no because im smarter than that and i know you are to
TheAceXer: i am, but that doesnt make a difference
TheAceXer: NOT HERE
InBalNox THEORY: you are just in a shitty situation
TheAceXer: well im sik of it
InBalNox THEORY: i would be to, but its not worth dying
TheAceXer: thanks for tryin, but thats not gonna stop whats gonna happen
TheAceXer: i just have to work up the courage to do it, im workin on it
InBalNox THEORY: dont fucker be retarted sean
TheAceXer: once i get the chance!!!!!!!!!!
TheAceXer: i dont want u thinkin about this, sorry for sayin anything
TheAceXer: maybe we shouldnt talk
InBalNox THEORY: or you dont have to do it because there is shitty shit in life, but i can only get better. its not worth hurting the people that actually do care about you..... i mean, what if i was sittin here tellin you that i was gonna kill myself?
TheAceXer: dont know
TheAceXer: but just know i did have fun with u and brandon
TheAceXer: it was fun
InBalNox THEORY: ya and you can keep having fun, you just need to get on your feet
TheAceXer: too late for that, i got myself and that it
InBalNox THEORY: its not to late for anything
TheAceXer: i actually wont see u in person
TheAceXer: but i will say goodbye
TheAceXer: i PROMISE
TheAceXer: i wish i could right now, oh god i wish i COULD
TheAceXer: i really do
TheAceXer: thats me though , the fuckin worthless pussy
TheAceXer: tried b4, wnet on the roof, held my hands out and went too fall, and my friend caught me in flight
TheAceXer: aint that some shit
InBalNox THEORY: dude...... wtf, you need to stop drinkin and doin whatever it is that your doing, get it together and fuckin pull through man
InBalNox THEORY: i KNOW that you are capable of doing it
TheAceXer: well where im stayin, i cant even keep my hair gel, even my my fuckin deodorant gets stolen
InBalNox THEORY: you are just tired of it, i understand how that is, but you cant fucken give up man
TheAceXer: welll see
InBalNox THEORY: but think about it... its hair gel... and deoderant...
TheAceXer: true
InBalNox THEORY: AT LEAST, you still have the box... thats worht it right there
TheAceXer: well, im gonna go watch tv and get some sleep b4 i go to my friendless fuckin job
InBalNox THEORY: heh, promise you wont do anything stupid
InBalNox THEORY: at least for now
TheAceXer: cant promise, but ill try
InBalNox THEORY: *sigh*
TheAceXer: i wont make a promise i cant keep
InBalNox THEORY: alright.
InBalNox THEORY: well, hopefully ill talk to you again
TheAceXer: same here
TheAceXer: ttyl
InBalNox THEORY: cya
TheAceXer: later
jealousy, among many other things. sadness, lonlyness, lil bit of anger, rejection, denial, paranoia, doubt, greed.
fuck it...
this kinda ruined my day too :-/ ------
TheAceXer: a new sensatiojn
TheAceXer: yeah
InBalNox THEORY: lol
TheAceXer: a new sensation
TheAceXer: tyeag
TheAceXer: ]alskdfjka;sldfja
TheAceXer: s;dfsakdjflksdfas
TheAceXer: drunk as amotha fuca
InBalNox THEORY: lmao
TheAceXer: havin this bitch c0me over and fuckicn inthe shower
TheAceXer: aha ha
TheAceXer: 8-)
InBalNox THEORY: nice man nice
TheAceXer: LOL
TheAceXer: i got cjhristamas witrh the kranks and the incredibles
TheAceXer: listenen to INXS
TheAceXer: lol
InBalNox THEORY: anything for halo?
TheAceXer: couple mods
TheAceXer: halo 2 is sweet
TheAceXer: beat it with u the second day it came out
InBalNox THEORY: ... dude i beat it with you lol
TheAceXer: thats what im sayin
TheAceXer: lol
TheAceXer: :-D
TheAceXer: 100proof vodka
TheAceXer: lol
InBalNox THEORY: oh lol
InBalNox THEORY: nice nice
TheAceXer: my liife sucks
InBalNox THEORY: it suck up there?
TheAceXer: all my shit gets stolen and my job sucks now
InBalNox THEORY: shitty
InBalNox THEORY: you still got the box tho right?
TheAceXer: they told me my first day "everyoone here was friends b4 work and if you become friends with anyone at woprk,, youll get fire?""
TheAceXer: yeah i do
TheAceXer: fuckin bullshit
InBalNox THEORY: wtf?
TheAceXer: as soon as i got here, i hate myself and life
TheAceXer: one big fuckin mess
TheAceXer: i loved it down there
TheAceXer: shitty deal
InBalNox THEORY: that fucken sucks dude
InBalNox THEORY: i wanna get my own place so fucken bad
TheAceXer: i brought this 21yrold girl who only drank and my friends were talkin about hanging niggers and cocaine, and she shook her leg every time they did and left and havent talked to here since, LIFE SUCKS
TheAceXer: bullshit PUYALLUP
InBalNox THEORY: faggots
TheAceXer: yeah :-P
InBalNox THEORY: where are you working again?
TheAceXer: orange julius at the mall
TheAceXer: i HATE IT
TheAceXer: HATE HATE HATE HATE
TheAceXer: that FUCKING place
InBalNox THEORY: oh ya, is it all girls?
TheAceXer: manager is, and she doesnt like me
TheAceXer: she makes it a living HELL
InBalNox THEORY: throw a chair at her face
TheAceXer: if i had another job i would of taken my uniform off and walked out bare shirted
TheAceXer: u remember me at BK
TheAceXer: i LOVED it
TheAceXer: i absoultely FUCKING hate it at OrangeJulius
InBalNox THEORY: ya dude, thats a shitty deal if ya ask me
TheAceXer: i wish i didnt leave
TheAceXer: puyallup is HELL
TheAceXer: iv been there
TheAceXer: tell Cid i said HI
InBalNox THEORY: you savin money?
TheAceXer: cant, all my food and razors and gel all gets stolen
TheAceXer: i leave a half pack of cigarettes out for 3 min, it sgone
TheAceXer: a bowl while i go to the bathroom , its gone
TheAceXer: my AXE deodorant spray, its gone
TheAceXer: MY hair gel
TheAceXer: its gone
InBalNox THEORY: damn man, its kinda the same here... but its only brandon that does it
TheAceXer: i have my box, thats it
TheAceXer: if im here for much longer, ill seriously off myself
TheAceXer: it aint worth it
TheAceXer: this isnt LIFE, this is HELL
InBalNox THEORY: shit man dont say stuff like that
TheAceXer: if you were here, yuoud say the same
InBalNox THEORY: ya i know
TheAceXer: seriously
InBalNox THEORY: but your smarter than that
TheAceXer: dont worry, ill say bye to you b4 i do
InBalNox THEORY: :-\
TheAceXer: and i dont have the guts do
TheAceXer: if i did, i already wo
TheAceXer: would have
InBalNox THEORY: ya i know what your saying
TheAceXer: monica should have given me more time to find a place
InBalNox THEORY: i know that was hella fucked
TheAceXer: so if she asks how im doin , fuckin tell here
TheAceXer: why you think i havent called you guys
InBalNox THEORY: ya i was wondering that
TheAceXer: what am i gonna say, "uh, i fuckin hate myself and my surroundings"
InBalNox THEORY: lol
TheAceXer: i saw you guys online and i signed off
InBalNox THEORY: :-\
TheAceXer: dont need u guys worryin about me
InBalNox THEORY: well shit man... we were having not heard from you even more
TheAceXer: id say ill be fine, but thats a fuckin lye if ive heard one
TheAceXer: well honestly if it comes to me takin my life, ill come to see you firstr
TheAceXer: PROMISE
InBalNox THEORY: well... i guess thats good
TheAceXer: the way things are goin, itlle be soon
InBalNox THEORY: :-(
InBalNox THEORY: thats not cool
TheAceXer: well im sorry for tellin u this shit
TheAceXer: but its gonna happen
TheAceXer: my happiest memories are with u, so thank you
TheAceXer: we had some fun
TheAceXer: :-D
InBalNox THEORY: heh...
TheAceXer: i have a letter written to you, so expect it
TheAceXer: i got a friend who PROMISED me to get it to you
InBalNox THEORY: dude.... its honestly not worth it
TheAceXer: if you were here, youd say otherwise
TheAceXer: my fuckin hair gel and deodorant gets stolen
TheAceXer: i mean, cmon
InBalNox THEORY: no because im smarter than that and i know you are to
TheAceXer: i am, but that doesnt make a difference
TheAceXer: NOT HERE
InBalNox THEORY: you are just in a shitty situation
TheAceXer: well im sik of it
InBalNox THEORY: i would be to, but its not worth dying
TheAceXer: thanks for tryin, but thats not gonna stop whats gonna happen
TheAceXer: i just have to work up the courage to do it, im workin on it
InBalNox THEORY: dont fucker be retarted sean
TheAceXer: once i get the chance!!!!!!!!!!
TheAceXer: i dont want u thinkin about this, sorry for sayin anything
TheAceXer: maybe we shouldnt talk
InBalNox THEORY: or you dont have to do it because there is shitty shit in life, but i can only get better. its not worth hurting the people that actually do care about you..... i mean, what if i was sittin here tellin you that i was gonna kill myself?
TheAceXer: dont know
TheAceXer: but just know i did have fun with u and brandon
TheAceXer: it was fun
InBalNox THEORY: ya and you can keep having fun, you just need to get on your feet
TheAceXer: too late for that, i got myself and that it
InBalNox THEORY: its not to late for anything
TheAceXer: i actually wont see u in person
TheAceXer: but i will say goodbye
TheAceXer: i PROMISE
TheAceXer: i wish i could right now, oh god i wish i COULD
TheAceXer: i really do
TheAceXer: thats me though , the fuckin worthless pussy
TheAceXer: tried b4, wnet on the roof, held my hands out and went too fall, and my friend caught me in flight
TheAceXer: aint that some shit
InBalNox THEORY: dude...... wtf, you need to stop drinkin and doin whatever it is that your doing, get it together and fuckin pull through man
InBalNox THEORY: i KNOW that you are capable of doing it
TheAceXer: well where im stayin, i cant even keep my hair gel, even my my fuckin deodorant gets stolen
InBalNox THEORY: you are just tired of it, i understand how that is, but you cant fucken give up man
TheAceXer: welll see
InBalNox THEORY: but think about it... its hair gel... and deoderant...
TheAceXer: true
InBalNox THEORY: AT LEAST, you still have the box... thats worht it right there
TheAceXer: well, im gonna go watch tv and get some sleep b4 i go to my friendless fuckin job
InBalNox THEORY: heh, promise you wont do anything stupid
InBalNox THEORY: at least for now
TheAceXer: cant promise, but ill try
InBalNox THEORY: *sigh*
TheAceXer: i wont make a promise i cant keep
InBalNox THEORY: alright.
InBalNox THEORY: well, hopefully ill talk to you again
TheAceXer: same here
TheAceXer: ttyl
InBalNox THEORY: cya
TheAceXer: later