mmm...
i am writing here today to say something really unimportant ...
it's about what i'm feeling now and all this crap...
i know not many people like reading this so i'm goin to make it longer...
just to make things more difficult for you...
i don't know who i'm talking to or what i'm talking about but i'm just goin to talk until i don't know what to talk about..
anyway, today was pretty busy, i woke up at 10:00am thinking it was 9 but no it was 10...
i forgot i had Aikido practice so i ran over...
the gym wasn't open and it wouldn't be open until 11am so we waited...
while we were waiting we practice the movements...
at 11:10 Ko came and opened the gym and dance room for us...
we set up and started practice...
practice was alright until Pancho boy started saying everything that was wrong with my moves...
that just pissed me off...
so when i was going against him i wanted to hurt him real bad...
but too bad for me he had gotten used to it or it was just that i wasn't doin it properly...
anyway, so we end around ... 12:15 ish and so me and takeki go to brunch...
why can't they change the time to 1:30 ... goodness
after that i sat with jeff and them and just talked...
then went back to my room to get the ghungroo skirts and went back and chatted again...
after that 1:50 ish i went to the cafeteria and started setting up for our performance...
we performed... it was great yada yada yada
*i can't seem to stop coughing*
i need to chant...
anyway, i saw Junko and her sis and bro? i think brother ...
yea she seemed pretty happy...
so i go back to my room drop the skirts off get my "study" stuff and head to work...
i get there and see this strange women painting and stuff...
at first i didn't do anything, just sit there typing on my laptop...
then i go to the door and see what the hours were...
turns our Celia Rocha turned into something MacWilliams or something...
so i go back in the room and i thought she was that MacWilliams person...
i say "hi, i'm julie." and she says, "hi i'm sarah" wait... no that was the MacWilliams person, lol...
nevermind... she said something else...
anyway she had a different name... or was it the same...
oh well...
my memory isn't too good... (obviously)
so yea i do my work then i start falling asleep...
actually i think i did...
cuz when i woke up she wasn't there and it was already almost 6...
so i go to the cafeteria and meet amy and them ... eat with them ...
yea *cough cough, shoot i'm still coughing*
anyway, um... where was i?...
oh yea... after dinner i go with amy and jeff to look for takeki...
they went to perform for the b-day party...
after that i went back to work...
i don't know why but for some reason i feel... like i'm an outsider again...
I'm sorry to everyone i have annoyed... actually i'm not sorry about rekha cuz she does the same to me ...
but everyone else, i'm sorry
i'm sorry for being stupid and shit ...
i'm sorry for being sick all the time...
shoot, i don't know when i'm not sorry...
*cough cough*
i can't find my cough drops either...
crap
i'm goin to end this here
i'm dying from coughing too much...
i've been coughing up some blood...
very little but some...
ok
later
it's about what i'm feeling now and all this crap...
i know not many people like reading this so i'm goin to make it longer...
just to make things more difficult for you...
i don't know who i'm talking to or what i'm talking about but i'm just goin to talk until i don't know what to talk about..
anyway, today was pretty busy, i woke up at 10:00am thinking it was 9 but no it was 10...
i forgot i had Aikido practice so i ran over...
the gym wasn't open and it wouldn't be open until 11am so we waited...
while we were waiting we practice the movements...
at 11:10 Ko came and opened the gym and dance room for us...
we set up and started practice...
practice was alright until Pancho boy started saying everything that was wrong with my moves...
that just pissed me off...
so when i was going against him i wanted to hurt him real bad...
but too bad for me he had gotten used to it or it was just that i wasn't doin it properly...
anyway, so we end around ... 12:15 ish and so me and takeki go to brunch...
why can't they change the time to 1:30 ... goodness
after that i sat with jeff and them and just talked...
then went back to my room to get the ghungroo skirts and went back and chatted again...
after that 1:50 ish i went to the cafeteria and started setting up for our performance...
we performed... it was great yada yada yada
*i can't seem to stop coughing*
i need to chant...
anyway, i saw Junko and her sis and bro? i think brother ...
yea she seemed pretty happy...
so i go back to my room drop the skirts off get my "study" stuff and head to work...
i get there and see this strange women painting and stuff...
at first i didn't do anything, just sit there typing on my laptop...
then i go to the door and see what the hours were...
turns our Celia Rocha turned into something MacWilliams or something...
so i go back in the room and i thought she was that MacWilliams person...
i say "hi, i'm julie." and she says, "hi i'm sarah" wait... no that was the MacWilliams person, lol...
nevermind... she said something else...
anyway she had a different name... or was it the same...
oh well...
my memory isn't too good... (obviously)
so yea i do my work then i start falling asleep...
actually i think i did...
cuz when i woke up she wasn't there and it was already almost 6...
so i go to the cafeteria and meet amy and them ... eat with them ...
yea *cough cough, shoot i'm still coughing*
anyway, um... where was i?...
oh yea... after dinner i go with amy and jeff to look for takeki...
they went to perform for the b-day party...
after that i went back to work...
i don't know why but for some reason i feel... like i'm an outsider again...
I'm sorry to everyone i have annoyed... actually i'm not sorry about rekha cuz she does the same to me ...
but everyone else, i'm sorry
i'm sorry for being stupid and shit ...
i'm sorry for being sick all the time...
shoot, i don't know when i'm not sorry...
*cough cough*
i can't find my cough drops either...
crap
i'm goin to end this here
i'm dying from coughing too much...
i've been coughing up some blood...
very little but some...
ok
later