long time no real LJ
Hey, so I have been leaving all these short and weird entries, and I want to write...but what about?
I guess I should just do a little update.
school-
school is getting more intense now, more studying, more tests, but i am having a really easy semester for some reason. i'm not complaining though.
my house-
i am just now starting to make my house my home. i feel more now like it is where i live, as much as i don't want to feel that way, i do. i have been scared for so long to make close friends here, start my life here, because i don't want to face the fact that i live here now...there are hard times, but overall i am learning how to be a woman....i'm growing up little by little. i am actually really excited about this season in my life, God told me it was coming, and i have to soak it up.
my family-
my parents are doing great, but my mom'm mom isn't doing so well...i went to see her in ohio a few weekends ago b/c her heart is not working just right...please pray for her if you remember...
martin-
i can't even begin to tell you how overly happy and thankful i am to God for this man in my life. We are in love, blessed, strong, ready and willing for God to shape us. God has blessed me with the most amazing best friend in the world.
me-
I am in a new season God has told me. God is shaping me everyday and giving me a new identity...shaping me into a woman and providing me with the confidence in Him to take on the world. I am so thankful for His hand in mine, and His gentle nudges leading me the right way....He has told me "How dare anyone tell you, my princess, that you aren't half the blood I have shed for you?"
He is the lover of my life.
I have to go to class, but I hope to hear from you all.....xoxo
I guess I should just do a little update.
school-
school is getting more intense now, more studying, more tests, but i am having a really easy semester for some reason. i'm not complaining though.
my house-
i am just now starting to make my house my home. i feel more now like it is where i live, as much as i don't want to feel that way, i do. i have been scared for so long to make close friends here, start my life here, because i don't want to face the fact that i live here now...there are hard times, but overall i am learning how to be a woman....i'm growing up little by little. i am actually really excited about this season in my life, God told me it was coming, and i have to soak it up.
my family-
my parents are doing great, but my mom'm mom isn't doing so well...i went to see her in ohio a few weekends ago b/c her heart is not working just right...please pray for her if you remember...
martin-
i can't even begin to tell you how overly happy and thankful i am to God for this man in my life. We are in love, blessed, strong, ready and willing for God to shape us. God has blessed me with the most amazing best friend in the world.
me-
I am in a new season God has told me. God is shaping me everyday and giving me a new identity...shaping me into a woman and providing me with the confidence in Him to take on the world. I am so thankful for His hand in mine, and His gentle nudges leading me the right way....He has told me "How dare anyone tell you, my princess, that you aren't half the blood I have shed for you?"
He is the lover of my life.
I have to go to class, but I hope to hear from you all.....xoxo