Apr 11, 2005 15:37
I don't think I'll ever get over anyone.
I don't understand how anyone ever gets over anyone. Not completely. I mean, once you have feelings for somebody, how is that ever supposed to change? It's not like the memories just disappear. You can't just forget all the details you learned about them that you love. All you can do is pretend that it doesn't matter to you anymore.
Obviously, the less time you spend around someone, the less time you spend thinking about them, and eventually your daily, waking thoughts don't involve them at all. But that doesn't mean that as soon as you spend time with them again, you won't feel just like you did the last time you saw them. It just means you'll be able to cover it up a little better. Because that's what everyone does. For society's sake. For propriety's sake. And maybe for the sake of that little empty space inside of you that aches whenever you hear their name.
...If you know why I'm writing this, congratulations; you're a genius.