My one chance...
I have been given a great opportunity. I've been given one chance to be happy. I am taking this seriously, because my friends and family and I even somewhat believe that it is the right thing to do. I see things in such a different light. I am more comfortable with opening up to certain people. I still don't trust people very easily, but maybe that's just human nature. I know that it's okay for me to cry in front of people if I need to, now. It's okay for me to look up instead of look at my feet when I walk. I see so much more. There are so many amazing and beautiful things I have been missing. I have the time to walk slowly and people watch with my dog. Do you ever wonder what people think of you when they know nothing about you...just a passerby. Life excites me, finally! I love the spontaneity of it. Things have certainly changed for me. No, I haven't done a one-eighty, but I certainly am not the girl that I was. I feel so new...content and comfortable. I think I'll sleep. That sounds very comfortable. :-)