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After reading the livejournals tonight for the second time...I see what is really happening. Things are not all right, now. They aren't all right for anyone. Everyone is pissed at me or wants to hate me because I was given a choice and made a decision. I DON'T DO ANYTHING RIGHT. FUCK! I WILL ALWAYS BE WRONG NO MATTER HOW RIGHT IT FEELS TO ME OR IF I'M FOLLOWING MY HEART. NO ONE GIVES A FLYING FUCK ABOUT MY HEART, SO I'M GOING TO RIP IT OUT SO THAT NO ONE ELSE HAS TO GIVE UP THE EFFORT. I FUCKING HATE MYSELF