wanting a deep sleep...

[inaspectraworld]

Things are always changing and rearranging. Things aren't going how I wish that they would go. I don't know where I am. I don't know what I want or how I feel. I don't know what the people around me want. It's so unsure. I can't read them. I can't see what's right to do in all of these situations. I'm so nervous all the time...nothing seems all

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[screwthename]

things are just starting to get to you, stop and take a break amy. you've been really busy lately and havent had any time to really just chill out and do what you want. kodee is a big thing to take care of and i know that he sometimes upsets you, then on top of that you've been working quite a bit. your last off day was just yesterday wasnt it? and they already have you working today. just find some time somewhere take a rest, maybe think about things (dont think to hard now ;P that could hurt the brain) or find someone to talk to. you have many friends around you that will listen. and you know that i always will, and that im always here for you. please take it easy. call if you need anything.
-bam bam

[97mustangkt]

amy.girl. you gotta stop this. you gotta quit carin what ANYONE thinks of you an be yourself. if you even remember who that is. you've been so worried about what everyone says and does that you haven't been focusing on what's really important. i'm not saying become a complete selfish bi... just look around and actually see what you need to do and for christ sakes, do it. ya know i'm here for ya. later

[inaspectraworld]

:-) Thank you, Katie. You are right about that. I just guess I'm used to only going by what others think of me and by judgements. It is silly, though, huh? People like you, Brittany, Andy, and Adam help me out, though. You show me that not all judgements are bad and that there are some fucking awesome people in this world to live for. So thanks to all of you. I am a messed up person, as a few of you already understand, but messed up people have understanding and caring people to back them up. Today, I'm going to let those people take care of me.

[screwthename]

im happy to hear that amy. just remember that you do have friends that are here for you. and never do what someone else wants you to do. do what you want to do, what you like to do, what feels right, and what your heart tells you to. i hope you're haveing a good day today. hope to talk to you later tonight.

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[herrmorden]

Hey Amy, whats going on?