please notice me..
so i am in a very wierd mood tonight,.,.i am starting to flash an idea in my head, about how i am going to get out of this mess...being the mental frustration my mind is constently fighting,.,,i swear it plays tricks on my...so it tells me i am fine,...and everything makes such perfect sense..., but then every thing gets blurry once more, and its keeping me from sleep...i guess i just need a break...i feel alone in my defeat,no one should ever feel the way i do now....