no hard feelings...
so i'm sitting at home right now... oh, gah... i need sleep. i've slept maybe 5 or 6 hours a night since thursday. i'm a professional napper... it's just that today i may have other plans...
i want school to start. i'm ready to be a student again, not just a former employee of sonic.
that's right. former. my last night was yesterday night. and we closed an hour sooner than i'd expected. yay! i had to close with my asshole, 23-y-o manager, nour... gah, what a douche... he makes off-hand comments about 'what does your boyfriend think of this... what does your boyfriend think of that?' just to see if i have a boyfriend. so last night, he says, 'what does your boyfriend think of you going to school?'... pause... analyze... first of all, if i did have a boyfriend, what would he think about me going to school? unless i was dating someone whose mind was stuck in the middle ages and thought it was sinful or manly to go to school... argh... shutup, nour, you sexist bastard. secondly, i replied, 'what boyfriend?', which induced a series of questions. 'when did you break up?' 'who broke up with who?' 'why?' 'are you ok?' ... shutup, nour. even if i were stranded on a desert island with you and we had to reproduce to stay alive, i'd not touch you with a ten-foot pole. to sum that all up... i'm done at sonic. i don't have to go back to work there ever again. and that, my friends, is freedom. but if i ever need a piece of ass, i could always call my sleazy ex-manager... eww...
i'm ready to move into my apartment. i'm ready to decorate and have my own space.
...so i may be going out tonight. with a boy... not that i'm looking for a relationship... not by any stretch of the imagination... those are unhealthy for me. but i'm not about to turn down company to a movie. esp. if i get in for free. i didn't quite catch from the tone of voice if it was a date, or just a movie... guess i'll find out.
people upset me. one i'm jealous of, and i don't want a lot of communication because i feel badly about things that happened last school year... the other i wish wouldn't be all weird. or try to make me feel bad... especially since i tried to spare feelings.
i'm sure once school starts, everything will iron itself out.
i want school to start. i'm ready to be a student again, not just a former employee of sonic.
that's right. former. my last night was yesterday night. and we closed an hour sooner than i'd expected. yay! i had to close with my asshole, 23-y-o manager, nour... gah, what a douche... he makes off-hand comments about 'what does your boyfriend think of this... what does your boyfriend think of that?' just to see if i have a boyfriend. so last night, he says, 'what does your boyfriend think of you going to school?'... pause... analyze... first of all, if i did have a boyfriend, what would he think about me going to school? unless i was dating someone whose mind was stuck in the middle ages and thought it was sinful or manly to go to school... argh... shutup, nour, you sexist bastard. secondly, i replied, 'what boyfriend?', which induced a series of questions. 'when did you break up?' 'who broke up with who?' 'why?' 'are you ok?' ... shutup, nour. even if i were stranded on a desert island with you and we had to reproduce to stay alive, i'd not touch you with a ten-foot pole. to sum that all up... i'm done at sonic. i don't have to go back to work there ever again. and that, my friends, is freedom. but if i ever need a piece of ass, i could always call my sleazy ex-manager... eww...
i'm ready to move into my apartment. i'm ready to decorate and have my own space.
...so i may be going out tonight. with a boy... not that i'm looking for a relationship... not by any stretch of the imagination... those are unhealthy for me. but i'm not about to turn down company to a movie. esp. if i get in for free. i didn't quite catch from the tone of voice if it was a date, or just a movie... guess i'll find out.
people upset me. one i'm jealous of, and i don't want a lot of communication because i feel badly about things that happened last school year... the other i wish wouldn't be all weird. or try to make me feel bad... especially since i tried to spare feelings.
i'm sure once school starts, everything will iron itself out.