i'm a joyful girl...
i think i'm unnecessarily pissed at people. i don't know why it matters so much to me that people who used to be my friends are sad that our friendship is over. and maybe i'm getting over one of my biggest weaknesses -- being kind to people who have been terrible to me, even if it's just because they're being nice to my face. i wish they would disappear. and maybe next year i won't have to see them hardly at all. one can only hope.
and i don't like work. well... lemme rephrase. work isn't that bad, it's the people at work who haven't graduated from high school and are pissed about making 26 grand a year with no high school diploma. get over it. one girl i work with never graduated, is pregnant with her second kid, and still smokes and drinks more than a non-pregnant person. that kid's going to be messed up. if it doesn't die inside of her. what a miserable existance. i like my managers. i think i'm just way too into a routine. i go to school. i work. i come home, eat, and sleep. this week i'm off two days in a row, and i'm planning on going to fayetteville to see some friends up there. even though one of my dear friends is vacationing with his family and may not be back.
i have high hopes for next semester. and i'm ready for it already. i can't wait to go to spain! it's going to be so magnificent. the food and the people and the language, and all the horn stuff!!! :) phil meyers will be there. that's right. principal for the new york phil. i freakin can't wait!!! and thomas bacon is going with us. nyeh. :) i need to practice so much. i've resolved to carry my mouthpiece around so that when i'm driving places, i can buzz. yep. it has to be done.
well, i think that's all for now.
stay tuned.
and i don't like work. well... lemme rephrase. work isn't that bad, it's the people at work who haven't graduated from high school and are pissed about making 26 grand a year with no high school diploma. get over it. one girl i work with never graduated, is pregnant with her second kid, and still smokes and drinks more than a non-pregnant person. that kid's going to be messed up. if it doesn't die inside of her. what a miserable existance. i like my managers. i think i'm just way too into a routine. i go to school. i work. i come home, eat, and sleep. this week i'm off two days in a row, and i'm planning on going to fayetteville to see some friends up there. even though one of my dear friends is vacationing with his family and may not be back.
i have high hopes for next semester. and i'm ready for it already. i can't wait to go to spain! it's going to be so magnificent. the food and the people and the language, and all the horn stuff!!! :) phil meyers will be there. that's right. principal for the new york phil. i freakin can't wait!!! and thomas bacon is going with us. nyeh. :) i need to practice so much. i've resolved to carry my mouthpiece around so that when i'm driving places, i can buzz. yep. it has to be done.
well, i think that's all for now.
stay tuned.