May 26, 2004 20:33
wheres the sun? im sick of this rain, this summer is allready going to shit, yeah so i still havent got a job yet which kind of sux, cause i would like to have one, so i can have money comeing in, yeah so i went to Fox woods yesterday, yeah that sux, that place sux now i hate, what a shit hole, i lost 80 dollars to that shit hole, i was like what the fuck, i was pissed but oh well im will get it back next time we go, and no i dont have a gambling probelm Fuckers ( mike & tim) yeah so this weekend is going to Sux i think, Cause i dont know if i get to see meg or not, Cause there getting there bath room done over, so thats going to sux if i cant see her cause i wanna see her really bad, i nmiss her alot, and i just want to feel her body next to mine, my body is cold at night wit out her laying next to me, megan is the love of mah life, i would drop it all for her, just to be wit her, i care about her so much and i hate when i upset her i hate just so much, and then im all ways hard on mah self about which upsets her even more. i just love her so much we goten so close and we keep getting closer each time we see each other.ight im out