This that and everything in between
SOOOOOO MUch right now, so much.
-Loan FINALLY might, I say might, be going through on Thursday. This makes a lot of people happy, me especially. It means I will have my house, my car, my computer, and no one breathing down my neck.
-"She" is bugging the crap out of me. "She" is different from "Her" I don't think about "Her" much anymore, though I had a stupid FUCKed up dream abou ther last night. It was really really bad, probably the worst one so far, but I digress. "She" is bugging me, the state of things is what it is, but at sometimes it's different, and all that confuses me.
-Ran into an old friend, she gave me her number to call and chat/hang out, called twice left one message, haven't heard back, not that that means anything of anything. It's just the way things seem to go. I hope things change soon.
-My cuz is having a really hard time with life, and that is hard for me to deal with. I can't do anything for her besides what I've already done. I love her a lot and we are such good friends for never having lived in the same city ever. So yeah, that and that sucks.
-Aaron is going through some shit, and I can't do anything but be ther for him and hope he gets himself through it. It sucks, but yeah, it's all I can do. It's hard really when a good friend is in this possition and not really able to do anything about it.
-I'm lonely, bored, hate my job, stressed out, in like, taken, confused, going to sleep early, waking up early, hungry, going on broke from x-mas, slightly inspired but don't have the mental capascity to do much about it, lost in my own world and I don't know what to think about it. And you know I'm doing pretty well.
-Loan FINALLY might, I say might, be going through on Thursday. This makes a lot of people happy, me especially. It means I will have my house, my car, my computer, and no one breathing down my neck.
-"She" is bugging the crap out of me. "She" is different from "Her" I don't think about "Her" much anymore, though I had a stupid FUCKed up dream abou ther last night. It was really really bad, probably the worst one so far, but I digress. "She" is bugging me, the state of things is what it is, but at sometimes it's different, and all that confuses me.
-Ran into an old friend, she gave me her number to call and chat/hang out, called twice left one message, haven't heard back, not that that means anything of anything. It's just the way things seem to go. I hope things change soon.
-My cuz is having a really hard time with life, and that is hard for me to deal with. I can't do anything for her besides what I've already done. I love her a lot and we are such good friends for never having lived in the same city ever. So yeah, that and that sucks.
-Aaron is going through some shit, and I can't do anything but be ther for him and hope he gets himself through it. It sucks, but yeah, it's all I can do. It's hard really when a good friend is in this possition and not really able to do anything about it.
-I'm lonely, bored, hate my job, stressed out, in like, taken, confused, going to sleep early, waking up early, hungry, going on broke from x-mas, slightly inspired but don't have the mental capascity to do much about it, lost in my own world and I don't know what to think about it. And you know I'm doing pretty well.