What? WHAT?!
So, goods and bads.
Goods: Saw Dredg on Sunday, they played with Circa Survive, and much to my suprize the old singer of Saosin is the singer for Circa Survive, long story short, they (as well as Dredg) were amazing. Talked with the singer for a bit. Ran into the guitar player at the merch table, tryed to buy 2 CD's for me brother and meself, but he insisted I not pay for them. Free merch = Josh and Jake happy. Left the show with a new found happiness.
Hung out with Meagan some random time, went with her and Lizo ::sigh:: to go house viewing. Left her house even though i really didn't want to, to go to work (ilk). And traffic was rediculas so I was like 50 minutes late. The day turned to shit which you will here about in the "Bads" section.
Night of the show, afterwards, Brother, Pops (my dad went with to the show and had a blast, HOW COOL IS THAT!?) and myself went for food and rambled for some time. Josh and I had many many laughs that evening whilst attempt to sleep. I laughed so hard I almost threw up, and I haven't laughed like that in almost 3 years.
New music: New Dredg, and Circa Survive. Get them you won't regret it, plus they are cheap. GET THEM NOW!
The internet is still around to distract me from my hatred of life. YaY.
I took hella cute pictures of Toby catching a nap on the small of Meagans back while we were watching Scrubs: Season 1 on DVD, it was awesome.
Passed a film idea by Erik, and he really liked it. So far it's a 100% like rate. I'll go ahead with it as best I can, then give it to someone better to fix.
Bads: Shit day mention above turned into me and my manager getting into it which resolved in a write up and me almost punching her for being fucking stupid and then walking out. I hate my job, and that doesn't help my already negative frame of mind. Lets up summer helps.
Crushing on . . . well three people. But at completely different levels. Number 1, I know a little bit from talking with personally and am planning on asking out tomorrow. Wish me luck.
-Number 2 is ::sigh:: a friend of a friend. I know nothing about her really. From what little I have hung out with her, she is funny. And flippin adorable! Like, oh my fucking god adorable. Like pinch her cheeks, face not butt, adorable. But that is about it so far. More may progress as I attempt to learn the layout of Santa Cruz.
-Number 3 I met once, for a few seconds and didn't really talk to her, just caught her name and made her give me a high five, which she did without much hesitation. So cool points already. But she works with a certain someone that I work with, so perhaps things may progress in ANY kind of way.
With my luck, they are all taken or going to get into a relationship soon with someone other than me.
Josh is moving to fucking michigan! Do I need to say more?
My dad is thinking of moving to Eureka, it seems like he is serious. We'll see how that progresses. Which will suck. Cause like, I hang out with him more than I hang out with most people. Him leaving is like Josh leaving, and that just fucking blows.
I'm still pissed and angry and depressed, but getting better. Really I am.
Still uninspired to do much of anything, though I long for it. I need to get out more to actually feel like I exist which takes time away from the things I actually need to do. Fucking conflicting shit.
Anyway, I'm hella tired. So i am goign to finish my conversation with Leo and hit the fucking sack. If you are bored. . . ever, call me and we can hang out. I miss physical contact with the outside world.
-j
Goods: Saw Dredg on Sunday, they played with Circa Survive, and much to my suprize the old singer of Saosin is the singer for Circa Survive, long story short, they (as well as Dredg) were amazing. Talked with the singer for a bit. Ran into the guitar player at the merch table, tryed to buy 2 CD's for me brother and meself, but he insisted I not pay for them. Free merch = Josh and Jake happy. Left the show with a new found happiness.
Hung out with Meagan some random time, went with her and Lizo ::sigh:: to go house viewing. Left her house even though i really didn't want to, to go to work (ilk). And traffic was rediculas so I was like 50 minutes late. The day turned to shit which you will here about in the "Bads" section.
Night of the show, afterwards, Brother, Pops (my dad went with to the show and had a blast, HOW COOL IS THAT!?) and myself went for food and rambled for some time. Josh and I had many many laughs that evening whilst attempt to sleep. I laughed so hard I almost threw up, and I haven't laughed like that in almost 3 years.
New music: New Dredg, and Circa Survive. Get them you won't regret it, plus they are cheap. GET THEM NOW!
The internet is still around to distract me from my hatred of life. YaY.
I took hella cute pictures of Toby catching a nap on the small of Meagans back while we were watching Scrubs: Season 1 on DVD, it was awesome.
Passed a film idea by Erik, and he really liked it. So far it's a 100% like rate. I'll go ahead with it as best I can, then give it to someone better to fix.
Bads: Shit day mention above turned into me and my manager getting into it which resolved in a write up and me almost punching her for being fucking stupid and then walking out. I hate my job, and that doesn't help my already negative frame of mind. Lets up summer helps.
Crushing on . . . well three people. But at completely different levels. Number 1, I know a little bit from talking with personally and am planning on asking out tomorrow. Wish me luck.
-Number 2 is ::sigh:: a friend of a friend. I know nothing about her really. From what little I have hung out with her, she is funny. And flippin adorable! Like, oh my fucking god adorable. Like pinch her cheeks, face not butt, adorable. But that is about it so far. More may progress as I attempt to learn the layout of Santa Cruz.
-Number 3 I met once, for a few seconds and didn't really talk to her, just caught her name and made her give me a high five, which she did without much hesitation. So cool points already. But she works with a certain someone that I work with, so perhaps things may progress in ANY kind of way.
With my luck, they are all taken or going to get into a relationship soon with someone other than me.
Josh is moving to fucking michigan! Do I need to say more?
My dad is thinking of moving to Eureka, it seems like he is serious. We'll see how that progresses. Which will suck. Cause like, I hang out with him more than I hang out with most people. Him leaving is like Josh leaving, and that just fucking blows.
I'm still pissed and angry and depressed, but getting better. Really I am.
Still uninspired to do much of anything, though I long for it. I need to get out more to actually feel like I exist which takes time away from the things I actually need to do. Fucking conflicting shit.
Anyway, I'm hella tired. So i am goign to finish my conversation with Leo and hit the fucking sack. If you are bored. . . ever, call me and we can hang out. I miss physical contact with the outside world.
-j