I'm such an asshole. . .
My mind is all over the place. One day at one time I feel a certain way. Even down to the specifics of how and what I feel for a person. Later that day or the next morning, I feel a completely different way. I'm not sure exactly what the fuck is going on in my head, but it needs to stop, and stop now. I'm getting more and more pissed off at everything going on around me cause my brain and my emotions can't fucking compute it all and I'm getting confused. And whats more is that it does involve other people. And that isn't fair to them. So ahead of time I would like to apologize now for being the asshole I am probably going to be later. Maybe I'll feel different about it later, at this point, I'm just not sure. Sorry again to everyone for the confused mess that is my life and my social interactions.