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inamourata April 16 2005, 18:09:33 UTC
I must have seen her perform over a hundred times and I never grew tired of looking back and watching her; She was right behind us, but she was a distraction. I had wanted to capture a short video of her as well, which I would've posted, though somehow I never quite got around to it.

Hehe & I hope you do get comfortable if you actually read them in full because I know I tend to go on a writing spree when I have neglected this journal for a while. No matter what a woman looks like or how much she weighs it seems there is always a reason to obsess or at least question one's body and figure. Whatever you do, just remember to remain healthy.

This is a form of masochism, I believe. I can't count how many times I've been hurt as a result of exposing myself, and yet I continue to do it -- Why? Sometimes I think it is to see how much I can take. It's theraputic I guess as I can't be as daring to lay everything out in such a way in real life. Then again everything written that you know others will be able to read is usually censored. Even if we do not consciously intend it to be, I don't think the flow is nearly as free and uninhibted as if I were to write in a tangible little book. It's scarier to write that way, although I should learn to do it a little more when I am writing here as well, because it's the greatest release.

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