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today is kind of better i guess.
school.
ran a couple errands.
nap.
i still have to go the the office to get a garage. its going to be extremely hard for me to go through all of her things. i dont even know what to do with some of it. i cant even think of anything without almost crying. just trying to write in here is really hard for me. at school i have to make myself not think about anything at all because almost everyday i tear up and almost start crying. i sleep a lot. it helps i guess.
tomorrow is a late start and i can just pray and hope that tomorrow is a better day for me.
school.
ran a couple errands.
nap.
i still have to go the the office to get a garage. its going to be extremely hard for me to go through all of her things. i dont even know what to do with some of it. i cant even think of anything without almost crying. just trying to write in here is really hard for me. at school i have to make myself not think about anything at all because almost everyday i tear up and almost start crying. i sleep a lot. it helps i guess.
tomorrow is a late start and i can just pray and hope that tomorrow is a better day for me.