Feb 27, 2020 15:51
i am so anxious about so many things. but nothing is set in stone yet and its stressing me out
-going to vienna for january term next year... applications arent until mid march, and i prob wont find out until the end of the semester...
-becoming a guiding eyes puppy raiser...pre-placement classes arent until april, ugh! and who knows when i get the puppy...u get to raise a puppy for 14-18 months before they are old enough to start training to be guiding eye dogs for the blind. the only thing i would have to pay for is food, which is not bad. i cant wait to find out whats going on
-living with trav this summer...his mom hasnt made a decision yet if i can stay or not. this is stressing me out the most because i need to start applying for internships and if idk where im living idk where to apply. if we lived together i would get 2 jobs, so its not like she would have to like, support me or anything. i just want to be with him for the summer because im sick of the distance during the summers, and if we both get our puppies like we r hoping, it would be like our own little family(i know, cheesy! lol) i guess i just dont see the big deal of us living together, weve been together for 3 years, basically live together at school as it is and we r adults, so i dont really see what she could argue against.
i need some answers asap cuz im goin nuts!