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wow long time no type. I dont even know where to begin, so much crap as happened since I last updated and now I am just trying to hold back and protect myself from all the crap that could lead me into another downfall. I am full of fear. I just recently ironed out all the wrinkles and creases that were major problems. I had ran away, tori had ran away and got sent to texas, I was going crazy and back on a lot of meds (still am on a lot of meds) and not telling anyone I am taking them. I stopped cutting for a week or so now so hey there is an improvment. I am getting along with the parents and the kids are as crazy as usual. Sounds great doesnt it? Well it feels a lot better as long as I forget my past. As usual cinda is hiding from her past.. It always has a way of beating the crap out of me. I dont wanna cry no more about all the bullshit I thought I had. My life plans have made a major turn and now I see not to depend on anyone else who brainwashes you with lies.