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Nothing.. I am nothing, there is nothing, no words, no happiness, no feeling, no love! What do I got? I got sarrow, I got a gap in myself, I got hate, I got pain. I can't sleep I can't think I can't go on like this. My parents have to put me to sleep. My mom had to hypotize me last night so I would stop crying and stop hurting myself. I feel..
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I got to talk to you this morning. I shouldnt be posting, because they might be able to check your live journal. Will you make it friends only? im home from the hospital and im sorry i caused you so much pain. every night, i cried myself to sleep, hoping that you were okay. you are they only good thing in my life right now. So this is what our relationship is brought down to, livejournal postings and hope that i can call you the next morning. everyone at school has been weird, they all thought i died, obviously i didnt die if i am standing right infornt of them, i havent told any one what really went on except for lauren, lauren knows everything that goes on in my life, its quite odd. now, im okay i really am. you have no need to worry. overdosing didnt kill me. my heart is still irregular but eh who cares. im not doing cheerleading anyomore and im switching out of my ap class. i want you to know that i didnt do it because of you, your going to be getting a letter from me. soon. baby i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you, my room mate in the mental ward, was really cool, she helped me write you a letter because for the first three days i couldntn write because my body was in lock down and all it was doing was shaking. oh and they took lots of blood and they gave me lots of shots and ivs i have to wear longsleves because people would think i used WHICH I DIDNT DO. i want you to calm down, everything is okay. i love you and i get to see you next month (if im good)
love you and miss you with all my heart
yours and yours only,
Tori
ps: can we be closed book yet?
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