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[inadeepsleep]

After an amazing time with juju. I have loads of drama with men who kidnapp me. Then I call my mom and she picks me up while I am hiding behind a bush in front of a house. My whole family is going nuts and blaming some crap on juju because I guess she flipped and started hiding I can't blame her if she was scared cuz with crazy family like mine I'd be afriad too. So my mom and dad took my cell phone (I'm not aloud to talk to anyone but Jordan) and take me home to show my siblings I came back safe. Then back into the car to go to the police station where I found out my stupid father went to juju's house.. Ok damn talk about weird LEAVE HER OUT OF IT! I amnow banned from her but I am not going to stay away from her cuz I like her and nothing they can say can stop me. After making a report I talked to a detective and that took like an hour. Outside the station I found out my mom had went through my room and found some letters from tori and other crap so I had to come out to my mom to find out she wants me to "chill out" WTH DOES THAT MEAN! God I don't understand why they are doing all this! I can't contact juju no matter how hard I try so now I have to hope to see her in school. Luckly they aren't switching my schools. Though kenwood and everyone there become something like a home for me Curie is awesome. I love the classes I am taking and the teachers. They make things so easy and fun. Now I am puking everything and I have no point of eating. I can't sleep at night, I hate men with a huge passion, And I feel useless and hopless. I always manage to bring the evil of the world to attract me. I just want my fone back and from my family to get over it. The fact is things happen and you can't go back into the past and fix them.

So now that I am out to my family I guess I am going to be out to everyone and I no longer have to worry about my family finding out. Nothing they can say can change me and I hate men!!!