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[inacarcrash]

i totally understand the psychological reasons behind this phenomenon, but i haven't connected with music as much as i am right now that i've got a few shots in me and it depresses me.

i can feel happy, angry, sad and every other emotion sober. experiencing things drunk gives it a certain sense of seriousness that i feel i just don't feel otherwise.

fuck fuck fuck i just can't do this to myself right now