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people are so confusing.
i really have a hard time understanding why people just cant all get along and be FRIENDS.
better yet....why cant guys and girls just be friends? (minus the exception of a few)
why does the sex part always have to get in the way? (helllllo Harry Met Sally quotes)
seriously, i dont know, i never had a problem with it.
but yet I have no problem looking at somebody as a person and care about them without having to worry about a relationship.
it sucks and its really hard.
im in love with greg. and no, i cant deny that...ever.
esspecially now-a-days. its growing stronger on its OWN.
theres nothing i can do about that. its done. i cant control it. whatever is meant to be is meant to be.
but having conflict with /or losing ANY friends over it is ridiculous.
and surprisingly that happens to A LOT of people who are in serious relationships.
it makes people almost want to deny what they have to keep their friends.
well thats just stupid.
truthfully, im probably going to get married really "young"
and maybe all this is stupid and really looked down upon in our society.
but maybe its just WRITTEN in the books for me.
and im sick of dicking around people cuz im afraid theyre gonna turn their backs and look down on me.
stop.
i wouldnt do this to you.
ever.
people have different lives and are not all meant to do the same things at the exact same times.
but just because i have somebody doesnt mean that i dont completely admire you for the person you are.
youre interesting, fun, hilarious, smart, creative, and intriguing.
and i dont have to kiss or have sex with you to see that.
i just dont want to fight.
i dont want to see you upset.
i dont want to be upset.
but im going to lay everything on the table.
and you can take it or leave it.
i really have a hard time understanding why people just cant all get along and be FRIENDS.
better yet....why cant guys and girls just be friends? (minus the exception of a few)
why does the sex part always have to get in the way? (helllllo Harry Met Sally quotes)
seriously, i dont know, i never had a problem with it.
but yet I have no problem looking at somebody as a person and care about them without having to worry about a relationship.
it sucks and its really hard.
im in love with greg. and no, i cant deny that...ever.
esspecially now-a-days. its growing stronger on its OWN.
theres nothing i can do about that. its done. i cant control it. whatever is meant to be is meant to be.
but having conflict with /or losing ANY friends over it is ridiculous.
and surprisingly that happens to A LOT of people who are in serious relationships.
it makes people almost want to deny what they have to keep their friends.
well thats just stupid.
truthfully, im probably going to get married really "young"
and maybe all this is stupid and really looked down upon in our society.
but maybe its just WRITTEN in the books for me.
and im sick of dicking around people cuz im afraid theyre gonna turn their backs and look down on me.
stop.
i wouldnt do this to you.
ever.
people have different lives and are not all meant to do the same things at the exact same times.
but just because i have somebody doesnt mean that i dont completely admire you for the person you are.
youre interesting, fun, hilarious, smart, creative, and intriguing.
and i dont have to kiss or have sex with you to see that.
i just dont want to fight.
i dont want to see you upset.
i dont want to be upset.
but im going to lay everything on the table.
and you can take it or leave it.