I'm having the time of my life
FALLING SO HARD, SO FAST THIS TIME.
IT SCARES ME.
went cny shopping with mummy today. bought 2 pairs of shoes, 4 dresses and one shirt.
i am a very satisfied girl now hehe :-)
CNY IS COMING AND I AM VERY EXCITED CAUSE OF ALL THE HONGBAO IM GONNA BE GETTING.
MORE MONEY FOR SHOPPING AND OUTINGS AND MOVIES HEHEHE
BUT OMG I MUST GO AND RUN AND TRAIN.
I FEEL FATTER AND FATTER.
BUT I KEEP WEIGHING MYSELF. IM ACTUALLY GETTING LIGHTER BUT THAT'S IMPOSSIBLE.
really tempted to try some laxative pills but i know its not exactly good for me?
oh and i want to take up violin too!!!!!!!!
gonna find the right time to talk to mummy about it and see if she's willing to pay for it.
i know i should probably update more regularly and longer as well.
but i'm so lazy and busy.
BUT I MUST MUST SAY THAT I AM VERY VERY HAPPY :-D
except for the occasional stress and worries from looming a level results. and all the contemplating
I AM GENUINELY HAPPY AND SAFE. And I haven't felt like this in the longest time.
:-)
I'm still getting used to everything, it feels so fresh & so new actually.
Typed alot more but then I realized I wasn't all that comfortable with the whole world reading it.
So a friends only post it shall be :-)
goodnight xoxo.
IT SCARES ME.
went cny shopping with mummy today. bought 2 pairs of shoes, 4 dresses and one shirt.
i am a very satisfied girl now hehe :-)
CNY IS COMING AND I AM VERY EXCITED CAUSE OF ALL THE HONGBAO IM GONNA BE GETTING.
MORE MONEY FOR SHOPPING AND OUTINGS AND MOVIES HEHEHE
BUT OMG I MUST GO AND RUN AND TRAIN.
I FEEL FATTER AND FATTER.
BUT I KEEP WEIGHING MYSELF. IM ACTUALLY GETTING LIGHTER BUT THAT'S IMPOSSIBLE.
really tempted to try some laxative pills but i know its not exactly good for me?
oh and i want to take up violin too!!!!!!!!
gonna find the right time to talk to mummy about it and see if she's willing to pay for it.
i know i should probably update more regularly and longer as well.
but i'm so lazy and busy.
BUT I MUST MUST SAY THAT I AM VERY VERY HAPPY :-D
except for the occasional stress and worries from looming a level results. and all the contemplating
I AM GENUINELY HAPPY AND SAFE. And I haven't felt like this in the longest time.
:-)
I'm still getting used to everything, it feels so fresh & so new actually.
Typed alot more but then I realized I wasn't all that comfortable with the whole world reading it.
So a friends only post it shall be :-)
goodnight xoxo.