Still lost...
I've found that i can't not talk to him! i don't know what the hell to do. I was thinking about it the other day...and i realized that everything was great in our relationship...until i found out i was pregnant. And when i had a miscarriage, i just cut myself off from Jerry. I mean, who wouldnt freak out if his girlfriend just wanted to cut off all communication after going through something like that? I know i have a restraining order against him, but was that the best thing to do? I feel like i need him again, i finally got over myself and i want to be with him still...I don't know what to do!!! Someone help...I need it!