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Alexandria Marie Thomas
11/03/04 11:00 AM
19 in
7lbs 3oz
Yay! Holly finally had her baby today! it was so exciting i went there right after school to see how she was doing and no one else was there, so i got the baby all to myself and Holly was going crazy with the camera...it was great!
Anyways...one of my friends always complains about feeling like he is expendable to everyone. I wonder if he knows thats how he makes me feel a lot of the time. I hate it. I hate a lot, i cried at school today, it was pretty bad, no one really even asked me what was wrong. Which kinda made me even more upset because i dont even know who are my real friends anymore. Some people are just damn good at acting like it to your face, but then turn around and talk shit about you...(there is ONE specific person im thinking about here) But still, every one talks shit about my and makes fun of me, I dont understand it, i dont get why everyone uses me. What have i done? NO one sees the real pain they put me through, i cry all the time cause i hate people.
IM LOST
11/03/04 11:00 AM
19 in
7lbs 3oz
Yay! Holly finally had her baby today! it was so exciting i went there right after school to see how she was doing and no one else was there, so i got the baby all to myself and Holly was going crazy with the camera...it was great!
Anyways...one of my friends always complains about feeling like he is expendable to everyone. I wonder if he knows thats how he makes me feel a lot of the time. I hate it. I hate a lot, i cried at school today, it was pretty bad, no one really even asked me what was wrong. Which kinda made me even more upset because i dont even know who are my real friends anymore. Some people are just damn good at acting like it to your face, but then turn around and talk shit about you...(there is ONE specific person im thinking about here) But still, every one talks shit about my and makes fun of me, I dont understand it, i dont get why everyone uses me. What have i done? NO one sees the real pain they put me through, i cry all the time cause i hate people.
IM LOST