Am I beautiful?

[in_this_moment]

Last night I had another "date" with the gent I went out with previously. And I've come to much the conclusion that there's not gonna come anything of it. Sad for me, yes. But I'm glad I'm not gonna settle and try to adapt myself to fit into somebody else's life. I'm really thankful that he's conflictingly-hot either, otherwise that would make the decision a lot harder. He's cute, mind you, but not pants-droppingly so.

Which brings me to my woe... I'm so damned lonely. I need someone to fill the void of my solitude.